"We act like nothing happened. Guess we naturally understand that we despise each other. As simple as that."

Were talking to dramaqueens just know and some topics reminded me of something.. I had the entire journey back home to think about it and all the other details just fall into place and I suddenly remembered somethings. Unpleasant things. Not that I care much about it but it is just sad knowing these kind of things have to take place.

Someone, named Z once said, well not directly to me but to a friend of mine, that it is scared that I thought it dislikes me because of some actions it did. Truthfully, nothing ever crosses my mind at all if Z never mentions anything about it. The fact that it mentions it means that it thought of such things and perhaps it is a kind of hints. I don't know how to explain this but the fact that it mentions such things means something..

Well, we do not talk to each other any longer and it does not bother me because perhaps it is for the best. I don't have to feel awkward all the time.. Like honestly, I don't know how to act every time we meet so it is not that upsetting.. It's just something that makes me wonder.. What is it that I did wrong? I don't feel like I offended it in any way before or anything like it.. I think I have been pretty nice to it and others but of course there are exceptions.. What upsets me is that I feel that I have been nice and treated it as a friend.. All I do know is I don't deserve it but it doesn't matter anyway.. I shall ignore everything that happens and stay "friends" with Z.. Sometimes pretending does all the wonders. I feel like a fox right now. But you have to act like the Romans when you are in Rome right? haha.
Anyway, I think we both know that we don't fancy each other much so it shouldn't be a problem right? Its a tie.. So I am not a fox.

Okay, so went to IKEA for lunch with dramaqueens. I waited for the shuttle bus for half an hour and by the time I reached IKEA, I totally lost my mood to eat! Like seriously, they should increase the frequency please. I was almost dead way before reaching IKEA... Siqi had to be driven home cos she wasnt feeling well. I hope she's good now.. Take care kay girl.. So sad you weren't around.. Anyway, chicken wing wasn't as fabulous as I recalled. Had 2.5 chicken wings and 4 meat balls.. I kept on eating and eating but they didn't get any lesser!! I wonder why... Steph and Weiying had to help me finish the remaining 6 which sent them to Pluto hahaha... They fancy meatballs a lot.. May be should bring them eat beef meatball soup from my hometown one day... It's fabulous! (: I love it.. They may not though.. I have savory tongues (: Indonesian food is the greatest of all and I don't like Chinese food because they are too blend!! :P

Had Princess cake for dessert but it is just too sweet.. Couldn't take it X( I shall not get it again in the future! Vanilla ice cream is a must have when I visit the store.. But they sort of change the flavour and cone. It isn't as tasty anymore. Disappointed. This time round, my visit to IKEA isn't as amazing as the previous-es. Although there were lesser crowds and it was much easier to find seats :P IKEA should really increase their food standard again. haha

Anyway, went around IKEA as usual but with less photo taking sessions and more of chit chatting.. I shall try the hotdog next time.. Been hearing that it's nice but my stomach has never had enough space for it.. Sadded.

One last thing before I end this post... My twitter totally turned into some Kpop thing. Everything I touch just turns Kpop :P hahaha. Sent all kinds of messages to Kpop stars and received 0 reply. None. Haish. But I shall not stop trying. One day when a reply arrives, I'm gonna turn berserk! hahahaha How I wish my dong bang boys or SHINee has one too.. Well, they can't even speak Engrish so I shall dream no more.. BYE BYE (:

PS: I really like the scheduler that I gave up for Key... Didn't get anything so decided to let go my scheduler collection.. But I really shouldn't have given it to Key.. He won't use it anyway.. Regrets ㅠㅠ It was the last piece when I bought it... ROARS Key better makes full use of the spaces~!! Or he should give it back to me. HEE HEE .Sigh.

"We act like nothing happened. Guess we naturally understand that we despise each other. As simple as that."

Were talking to dramaqueens just know and some topics reminded me of something.. I had the entire journey back home to think about it and all the other details just fall into place and I suddenly remembered somethings. Unpleasant things. Not that I care much about it but it is just sad knowing these kind of things have to take place.

Someone, named Z once said, well not directly to me but to a friend of mine, that it is scared that I thought it dislikes me because of some actions it did. Truthfully, nothing ever crosses my mind at all if Z never mentions anything about it. The fact that it mentions it means that it thought of such things and perhaps it is a kind of hints. I don't know how to explain this but the fact that it mentions such things means something..

Well, we do not talk to each other any longer and it does not bother me because perhaps it is for the best. I don't have to feel awkward all the time.. Like honestly, I don't know how to act every time we meet so it is not that upsetting.. It's just something that makes me wonder.. What is it that I did wrong? I don't feel like I offended it in any way before or anything like it.. I think I have been pretty nice to it and others but of course there are exceptions.. What upsets me is that I feel that I have been nice and treated it as a friend.. All I do know is I don't deserve it but it doesn't matter anyway.. I shall ignore everything that happens and stay "friends" with Z.. Sometimes pretending does all the wonders. I feel like a fox right now. But you have to act like the Romans when you are in Rome right? haha.
Anyway, I think we both know that we don't fancy each other much so it shouldn't be a problem right? Its a tie.. So I am not a fox.

Okay, so went to IKEA for lunch with dramaqueens. I waited for the shuttle bus for half an hour and by the time I reached IKEA, I totally lost my mood to eat! Like seriously, they should increase the frequency please. I was almost dead way before reaching IKEA... Siqi had to be driven home cos she wasnt feeling well. I hope she's good now.. Take care kay girl.. So sad you weren't around.. Anyway, chicken wing wasn't as fabulous as I recalled. Had 2.5 chicken wings and 4 meat balls.. I kept on eating and eating but they didn't get any lesser!! I wonder why... Steph and Weiying had to help me finish the remaining 6 which sent them to Pluto hahaha... They fancy meatballs a lot.. May be should bring them eat beef meatball soup from my hometown one day... It's fabulous! (: I love it.. They may not though.. I have savory tongues (: Indonesian food is the greatest of all and I don't like Chinese food because they are too blend!! :P

Had Princess cake for dessert but it is just too sweet.. Couldn't take it X( I shall not get it again in the future! Vanilla ice cream is a must have when I visit the store.. But they sort of change the flavour and cone. It isn't as tasty anymore. Disappointed. This time round, my visit to IKEA isn't as amazing as the previous-es. Although there were lesser crowds and it was much easier to find seats :P IKEA should really increase their food standard again. haha

Anyway, went around IKEA as usual but with less photo taking sessions and more of chit chatting.. I shall try the hotdog next time.. Been hearing that it's nice but my stomach has never had enough space for it.. Sadded.

One last thing before I end this post... My twitter totally turned into some Kpop thing. Everything I touch just turns Kpop :P hahaha. Sent all kinds of messages to Kpop stars and received 0 reply. None. Haish. But I shall not stop trying. One day when a reply arrives, I'm gonna turn berserk! hahahaha How I wish my dong bang boys or SHINee has one too.. Well, they can't even speak Engrish so I shall dream no more.. BYE BYE (:

PS: I really like the scheduler that I gave up for Key... Didn't get anything so decided to let go my scheduler collection.. But I really shouldn't have given it to Key.. He won't use it anyway.. Regrets ㅠㅠ It was the last piece when I bought it... ROARS Key better makes full use of the spaces~!! Or he should give it back to me. HEE HEE .Sigh.