When my heart tells me something, I should follow it.
I kept on regretting stuffs. Not only once, twice, thrice. Million times. I regret not buying ONTO Gold edition just because I already have Black and I thought if I were to change my mind, I could still get it. And when I finally return to the store its GONE. GONE. GONE. HAISH. I was sad. ok upset and regretted it like hell. That's only what happen recently. I could have mentioned things like that in like zillion different scenarios.
And the most most most recent one is not sending BEG off. Bloody hell. Why did I stick to stay home and do work? Why did I oppose my cravings for swensens and macs ice cream? Why didn't I get changed straight away after receiving the news? HAISH And why did I keep telling myself that it's too late to go when its only 10? :<
FYI A BIG CHUNK OF WORDS IS MISSING HERE AND IM NOT TYPING IT ANYMORE. TOO TIRED TO EXPLAIN MYSELF. MAIN POINT IS THAT I COULD HAVE SHOOK BEG'S HAND AND SEE THEM BUT I DIDNT, SHAUN DID AND I REGRETTED IT. I HATE HIM FOR BEING SO LUCKY ALL THE TIME. WELL, I HATE HIM LITERALLY BUT STILL. : p
Haish. I am all exposed now. I am the jealous queen lols those who ever thought that I am nice or what so ever, I am sorry to disappoint you because I am not. I got jealous damn easily. Over things like this. Small but it kinda matters? And I calm down already. hahaha It's okay. Its not SHINee. Its not DBSK. Its not Ukiss. Its not Park Shin Hye. Its not Andy Shinhwa. Its not BoA. Its not Lee Seung Gi. Its not CNblue. Its not Inyoung. Its not Hongki. Its not bigbang. Its not 2Ne1. HAHA I am making myself feels better.
BUT IF ITS JAEJOONG IM SO GONNA KILL HIM. BITES HIM TO PIECES. BURN HIM AND THROW HIM TO THE SEA FOR BABY SHARKS. I KNOW I AM MEAN AND I AM SORRY. HAHAHA