I dont know how I should start this. It's another fun filled day and a very tiring one. Went out for more than 12 hours today. In HEELS. The pain was bearable but thanks to the blisters and stockings my feet kept on slipping X(

I went out with Dramaqueens for lunch at Arab Street.. Spaghetti Bolognese is still my fav but the branch in Bugis Junction is more spicy.. sad. but it was really filling after all the long walk under the hot sun.. Didnt catch any movies although we wanted to and ended up in Urban write.. It was amazing that I didn't get any stickers from there okay! *pat pat* Im so proud of myself... haha cos Im really broke X(

Sat at starbucks and chat till 5 plus and went to meet Maddie afterwards (: It's been so long since I last saw her and I was delighted.. Mad, let's go for meals again soon okay! Sakae sounds good (: FRIED TOFUUU! XP

Oh! Let me tell you.. I was wearing this black dress.. I find it quite simple but may be its not.. Everyone got a shock and thought that I am going clubbing.. -.-! Actually, everytime I wear a dress people will think that I am going to club.. haha Why? Its just that they dont see me often in dress, that's why.. I should really save my dresses for parties then.. They've been in the wardrobe for years.. They are getting old very soon... haha Anyway everyone was curious why I wear it.. I was out with the girls and I thought that I should doll up.. Sice I'd be out for dinner too may as well wear something nicer.. Idk.. If it feels weird then I shan't do it anymore.. haha

Someone said that I've turned wild.. in terms of my dressing.. I am glad that there are people who cares to point out things that change which I may not realise it myself and I am glad that they are honest with it.. I do think that I changed in my dressing sense but wearing dress is not something new but its just not really Lya? Idk how to say this but I dont agree with the terms wild.. May be I am getting wild in personality cos I start cursing and do a lot of bad things even when I know I shouldnt.. And I dont change because anyone wants me to..

And is it a bad thing that I change? I wish it is not..

Anyway, Fika is a really nice place to hang out.. It is really pretty and I love the interior.. A LOT.. Seriously it is the kind of place that you'd be able to relax in and chill.. It is the kinda place where you can have a quality time alone too.. I could imagine myself sitting there, reading a book and eating cakes!.. HEAVEN. :P Dinner was not bad.. Grilled chicken.. Iced summer peach is nice too.. With the right company, it was nearly perfect.. LPJS can pop by again someday and I really wish to bring my year 1 loves here too! : D Random outings would really make my day, I swear!

Photo taking sessions were fun! I love taking photos.. Keeping those moments and laughed at them in the future.. It's lovely, isnt it? Somehow, I feel that we were somehow isolated? Everyone was busy with their own group and convo.. It reminded me of H13.. but even so we didnt ignore others or dont even turn when called or not answers others' offers.. I was disappointed actually, but I cant blame anyone. There's just no bond right?

We went to find Roy at Fairmount afterwards (: I miss his jokes and soon Im gonna miss Jere's and Tobie's X( So sad.. But this is life.. Things have to go on.. I would see them again before I know it so I shouldn't think about it so much.. (:

You know, I hate hearing things from other ppl's mouth about someone that I care about.. I am just unhappy listening to those stories or judgements.. I think its a natural "protective" feeling.. Because you know that they are not that kind of person and you know that others just dont understand.. Not everyone will show the real side of them to just anyone right? I feel that it is unfair to judge them that way even I dont know anything.. Besides certain issues are just personal and I dont think it is the kind of thing we should meddle with..

And I know I am someone ignorant and full of myself.. I am selfish and I tend to forget about others.. I went MIA for a week basically doing nothing but sleeping all the time.. And I am sorry about it.. And if I do look unapproachable, I am sorry too.. There's just something wrong with my face because I am not that fierce.. People think that I am only full of nonsense but I am not.. I can and I want to share joy and sorrow with others too.. You know where Im getting at..

After all those things, I shall do a mini conclusion.. Basically I am full of flaws and I cant promise that I would change but don't give up on me even when I do change in an unexpected way.. Talk to me about it.. Talk to me about anything.. Be open to me and I'll be open to you too.. Take that first step because if you are waiting for me to do it, you'd have to wait for ever... I have my own reasons, I have my own train of thoughts and I dont expect you to understand all of them.. Just give me your honest opinion and accept me for who I am.. Help me understand myself, cheer me up when I am sad and I'd share my happiness with you (: I dont have to be the first person to know but I wanna know it from you alone.. It is just a disappointment to hear news from others' mouth.. Say things only when you mean it and say it staright to the point, I dont take hints because I am too stupid. Tell me when you want to see me, when you miss my irritating voice because I'm trying to convey all my feelings to you too.. Let's stay friends today, tomorrow, forever (: Why? I simply like a good friend like you~!^^

I dont know how I should start this. It's another fun filled day and a very tiring one. Went out for more than 12 hours today. In HEELS. The pain was bearable but thanks to the blisters and stockings my feet kept on slipping X(

I went out with Dramaqueens for lunch at Arab Street.. Spaghetti Bolognese is still my fav but the branch in Bugis Junction is more spicy.. sad. but it was really filling after all the long walk under the hot sun.. Didnt catch any movies although we wanted to and ended up in Urban write.. It was amazing that I didn't get any stickers from there okay! *pat pat* Im so proud of myself... haha cos Im really broke X(

Sat at starbucks and chat till 5 plus and went to meet Maddie afterwards (: It's been so long since I last saw her and I was delighted.. Mad, let's go for meals again soon okay! Sakae sounds good (: FRIED TOFUUU! XP

Oh! Let me tell you.. I was wearing this black dress.. I find it quite simple but may be its not.. Everyone got a shock and thought that I am going clubbing.. -.-! Actually, everytime I wear a dress people will think that I am going to club.. haha Why? Its just that they dont see me often in dress, that's why.. I should really save my dresses for parties then.. They've been in the wardrobe for years.. They are getting old very soon... haha Anyway everyone was curious why I wear it.. I was out with the girls and I thought that I should doll up.. Sice I'd be out for dinner too may as well wear something nicer.. Idk.. If it feels weird then I shan't do it anymore.. haha

Someone said that I've turned wild.. in terms of my dressing.. I am glad that there are people who cares to point out things that change which I may not realise it myself and I am glad that they are honest with it.. I do think that I changed in my dressing sense but wearing dress is not something new but its just not really Lya? Idk how to say this but I dont agree with the terms wild.. May be I am getting wild in personality cos I start cursing and do a lot of bad things even when I know I shouldnt.. And I dont change because anyone wants me to..

And is it a bad thing that I change? I wish it is not..

Anyway, Fika is a really nice place to hang out.. It is really pretty and I love the interior.. A LOT.. Seriously it is the kind of place that you'd be able to relax in and chill.. It is the kinda place where you can have a quality time alone too.. I could imagine myself sitting there, reading a book and eating cakes!.. HEAVEN. :P Dinner was not bad.. Grilled chicken.. Iced summer peach is nice too.. With the right company, it was nearly perfect.. LPJS can pop by again someday and I really wish to bring my year 1 loves here too! : D Random outings would really make my day, I swear!

Photo taking sessions were fun! I love taking photos.. Keeping those moments and laughed at them in the future.. It's lovely, isnt it? Somehow, I feel that we were somehow isolated? Everyone was busy with their own group and convo.. It reminded me of H13.. but even so we didnt ignore others or dont even turn when called or not answers others' offers.. I was disappointed actually, but I cant blame anyone. There's just no bond right?

We went to find Roy at Fairmount afterwards (: I miss his jokes and soon Im gonna miss Jere's and Tobie's X( So sad.. But this is life.. Things have to go on.. I would see them again before I know it so I shouldn't think about it so much.. (:

You know, I hate hearing things from other ppl's mouth about someone that I care about.. I am just unhappy listening to those stories or judgements.. I think its a natural "protective" feeling.. Because you know that they are not that kind of person and you know that others just dont understand.. Not everyone will show the real side of them to just anyone right? I feel that it is unfair to judge them that way even I dont know anything.. Besides certain issues are just personal and I dont think it is the kind of thing we should meddle with..

And I know I am someone ignorant and full of myself.. I am selfish and I tend to forget about others.. I went MIA for a week basically doing nothing but sleeping all the time.. And I am sorry about it.. And if I do look unapproachable, I am sorry too.. There's just something wrong with my face because I am not that fierce.. People think that I am only full of nonsense but I am not.. I can and I want to share joy and sorrow with others too.. You know where Im getting at..

After all those things, I shall do a mini conclusion.. Basically I am full of flaws and I cant promise that I would change but don't give up on me even when I do change in an unexpected way.. Talk to me about it.. Talk to me about anything.. Be open to me and I'll be open to you too.. Take that first step because if you are waiting for me to do it, you'd have to wait for ever... I have my own reasons, I have my own train of thoughts and I dont expect you to understand all of them.. Just give me your honest opinion and accept me for who I am.. Help me understand myself, cheer me up when I am sad and I'd share my happiness with you (: I dont have to be the first person to know but I wanna know it from you alone.. It is just a disappointment to hear news from others' mouth.. Say things only when you mean it and say it staright to the point, I dont take hints because I am too stupid. Tell me when you want to see me, when you miss my irritating voice because I'm trying to convey all my feelings to you too.. Let's stay friends today, tomorrow, forever (: Why? I simply like a good friend like you~!^^