You Give Me Faith

I hate this place, I wanna live in Korea!

Written with Love on Wednesday, 24 February 2010 | back to top

I know I shouldnt be here at this hour, blogging. I should start reading CRS right now because there are freaking 20 chapters! And I don't even have all the notes. Frigging irritating. But putting that aside, I should get rid of my angsts no matter what.

Recently everyone seems to love Kpop if it were not for BOF and so many other reasons I would be happy. I mean I am indeed happy seeing that Kpop is growing and gaining recognition everywhere.. It means that I wont seem so foolish talking about something that only I know anymore.. But it has become overrated and I HATE IT!

These new "fans" are the WORST of all.. Shouldn't they be ashamed of themselves? Calling themselves fans when all they do is scream and judge everyone by their looks. And btw, their judgements do the artists no right! These fakers don't know a single shit and yet they are making it like they own the world.. They don't know what the artists went through and how hard they worked, practiced and try.. I don't give a shit if these fakers do no harm to DBSK but they are and I am PISSED!

I know not all new fans are bitches but please call yourself a fan when you know their songs, get their albums and support them throughout.. I don't expect everyone to buy the albums but I do expect all fans to know their songs or the members! How can one only know 1 member of the group because he is so godly handsome and call herself a fan! Are you kidding me!

And I hate how everyone is "LOVING" kpop. I hear nobody ringtones everywhere.. Buses, MRT, everywhere! And I hate it.. If you think it's the "IN" thing, IT IS SO NOT PLEASE! I am not against WG or anything, its just because it is sickening... Last time if I heard any Kpop ringtones I would smile and be so proud of it because it was REAL and GENUINE.. Now, it is like people are taking it as trends and they just don't get how tough it was for the artists to be where they are right now.. These people are shits..

And what's with local mags? Tell me, is 30,000 more than 300,000?!! The difference may be just 1 zero but it makes a lot of diff okay! Why are the local mags make so much fuss about 30,000 in stead of 300,000?! Oh, I forgot! Its all money they want and DBSK is NOT the trend right now.. Those local fakers are not staying to wait till the disputes over or they don't care at all.. Oops, I forgot that they don't even have the right to care because we all know that they are just following what's the "IN" thing... So, they choose to "FORGET" about DBSK completely and wrote SHITS on their mags... It is totally disappointing! Even wikipedia gives better info!

How can one be the Korea TOP NO 1 idol when the netizens DON'T even know him/her!! Ridiculous! And why they make a fuss over merely 30,000 record when DBSK broke 14 years Oricon history and Elton John's record!!!! Please note, it's 14 years! Not 1! Not 4! Its 14! And It's Elton John! TSK They are all hypocritesz!! I hate them!

And among any other great dancers in Korea, U-know Yunho is chosen to be part of Michael Jackson Concert!!! He was hand-picked by the producer of 'This is It'! And why hasn't anyone make a fuss of it? I used to love Cassieopeia but I don't know about it anymore.. I am happy that DBSK has more fans now.. I am happy that Kpop is growing.. I am happy for the artists but I rather it not happen because everyone are so just not genuine!

GAH! I don't know if there's any use complaining of things here but I really hate local media.. I hate this place... When I listen to Kpop in public people would look at me thinking that I am like them but I am NOT!

I love DBSK first. I like SHINee first. I like Kpop first. I know I used to hate it but years back but I love it earlier than these fakers. I spent 24 hours in front of my laptop screen just to follow up on them. My heart exploded on the day their single was released because I had waited for too long for it. I pre-ordered all the different version of albums and singles way before the release. I jumped when I received my CD. I kept it in the cupboard and never to touch them again after I received them because I am scared that I will spoil it. I treat my CDs & DVDs like they are GODS. I sing their songs zillion times a day! And I continue waiting for them even when they are away. I forgive their mistakes on performance and cheer them on. I cried so many times because of them- on their concert, when they sing, their comments, etc. I watched them grow. I see them stumbled. I saw their tears. And I love them still.

I AM DIFFERENT FROM THEM! I AM NOT KPOP NO 1 FAN BUT I AM GENUINE. And I am so NOT gonna share my beloved idols with these kind of shameful people. I know that I am selfish but I dont care. Hate me all you want, I dont give a damn.

Although I really love having them in Singapore and see them in real life, I'd rather fly to Korea and find my angels than having them getting "loved" by local fans.. They should reflect on how aggressive they are.. I am not gonna let my dong bang get hit, pushed, pulled, held or anything else! They are so not gonna trip, fall or get injured because of stupid stalkers!

Ah, I don't recall there being so many kpop fans in 2008! When it was time for Kpop Night, so many people were DYING to sell off their tix! OMJ! And there were so little people in the airport sending or welcoming them! You wanna say that's because they are not popular, yet? TSK. There were WG, 2PM, Ukiss, Chaeyon! PLEASE! 2PM is SO HOT right now! So many people love them! Ukiss is rising popularity too.. Isnt nobody everyone's fav too? TSK If you are only gonna love people who are popular and big hits, you are so not a fan. and I HATE YOU.

I wonder why I have become so angsty, rude and bad. I must really have missed my dorky boys so much. I don't like how SHINee seems to be proud of themselves because they are popular. It is true that they have the rights to be proud but I want to see these boys grow and mature. I want to see them perform like how I see dongbang. I like them and I wish I can continue to.. Hopefully, they will stay humble like dongbang. They have a long way to go and I would stay to support if they stay as humble as they first debuted.

I need my daily dosage of DBSK then I will go to bed! After pouring everything out, it seems like I have calmed down ( : I am a hapy girl again ^^ Lya, Hope to the End and AKTF~~!

Is it so hard to understand what is it that they have been trying to tell us?

The tattoo-es and now it's the shirt.

I hate this place, I wanna live in Korea!

Written with Love on Wednesday, 24 February 2010 | back to top

I need my daily dosage of DBSK then I will go to bed! After pouring everything out, it seems like I have calmed down ( : I am a hapy girl again ^^ Lya, Hope to the End and AKTF~~!

Is it so hard to understand what is it that they have been trying to tell us?

The tattoo-es and now it's the shirt.