I have been very emo these few days.. haha I dont know what is really wrong with me.. First I fell from the escalator, I was marked absent for Accounting class which may even cause me to get a non-graded pass! and I cut myself again during culi.. haish and now, I cant even see SHINee! WHAT THE SHIT LUH! 8S I'm so pissed.....
Yesterday, I finally went for CYA! saw my beloved crew and had fun.. Although I was so stressed and hungry earlier on.. It was really frustrating with a lot to do and today when I am supposed to do so much more of it, I dont feel like doing anything :[ Some motivation please?
No matter how much I think about it, I still think that I won't get it.. But I shall list them down and have some optimism.. What I wanna do this year:
1. Improve my GPA. No matter what I'm gonna get 3.5!
2. Be healthy! Shall cut down all the fried food and take less chili and sodium.. It's really going to be hard but I shall do it for my own good. I dont want to get stroke or whatever it is when Im only 25..
3. Exercise. I shall play badminton more often and jog too. NAPFA coming and I want to at least pass it.. haha and I miss the feeling of being healthy after all the exercises. Should I start going back to gym too?
4. Take Korean language classes. I am not sure if I should take up Advanced Japanese next sem. May be if I can find a friend to go with and push me to study, I would take it.. May be then I shall talk to Ms. Choi and see if it's possible.. If not, then forget it.. But, I can't give up on Korean. Im going to take it no matter what.. The problem is, where.. Hummm....
5. See DBSK's concert! I know with all the rumors now it is unlikely that they are going to have Asia tour concert.. But, I really hope that this blow will soon pass and concert on its way damn soon! Even if it's just a SMtown concert.. I'll fly to even Atlanta to see it! I dont care! As long as I can see them again.. It's been so long since I see and hear about them.. I am so not willing for them to break up! haha I know I am such a fan and I dont care what people say.. I am obsessed, yes.. I am crazy, yes.. I am too much, yes.. haha no effect : D As long as dong bang exists, I am a happy girl! To me, DBSK = ETERNAL HAPPINESS :D
Anyway, I should rest for awhile and things done pretty soon! Before Im going nuts with all of these projects! :D You too, shall work hard and finish whatever it is soon okay! :D Good luck to all HTM students and may we survive this semester! ^^
Take care love