Im going back Indo in like 8 hours time! :D
Im really excited and nervous too!
Havent been home for a long time and I wonder how it looks now.. There are many uncertain things like how'd I spend my time there, if I'd enjoy myself and if I wont just ending up rotting at my dad's office. But one thing certain is that Im gonna see my beloved family! and I cant wait! I miss the too much! and the feeling will never change! the happiness and the feel of home.. They can only be found there ( : i love home!
Anw, have a change in plan today. Didn't spend all my time doing PACE work which I did ytd night. (: so I managed to go out for lunch happily and catch my newmoon! OMFJ! Taylor is damn hot but as glee said his nose is huge. haha! Rob Pattz is too white and he glitters. No worries, whatever it is, Im still a big huge fat fan of Twilight saga ( : I loved Edward but I think he's too perfect to be alive and so I killed my dreams and all the perfectness. Or is it becoz of Rob? LOLS in any case, Im liking Taylor a lot. Carlisle is cute too! ohmy, i know. I like old guys.. so stop telling me that,, haha!
Did I tell you that Pearlyn almost went for dimsum alone? lols Glee and I were late.. haha damn funny, I slept like a pig till 1030! Didnt open my eyes for a split sec! its amazing! I must be damn tired.. haha And guess who woke me up? The rest staff who called to check if Im still coming down for the buffet lunch! haha!
Dint have enough share of Har Gao or however u spell it but I did have a great time (: Im so happy.. At first, it worried me because Im not close with Glee and Pearlyn.. I was scared things will be weird and all but it went just fine.. I had a great time laughing and simply hanging out and gossip.. Get some things out of my chest for a long time.. I guess Im very easily affected these few weeks and things bother me almost instantly.. haha it makes me feel damn bitchy and bad but I dont caree! Im a human too, if they get hurt, I too can get hurt.. Why should I think of others so much when it doesnt even occur to them that it might hurt me? disgusting. they should be punish or something. I wonder why they even exist to just be hated by others?
Dont mind me, anyway, although food wasnt as good as I expected it to be (love the beef, har gao and sweet and sour pork!) and it doesnt seem to be as cheap and worth it anymore, I hope everyone had a great time too.. Well, it was supposed to be a class outing and yet we ended up having a not even clique outing! haha
(to think about it I dont rly have a clique in year 1.. I did things mostly on my own which I enjoyed and I think I miss those times.. Sindy always wonder why I like to go and do things on my own.. haha May be cos I feel comfortable that way and dont have to bother others? Besides, I did it all the time in year 1 and I've become to used to not ask others for help or company.. I dont think I know how to ask ppl to accompany me out loh.. Its kinda embarrassing I guess?)
Hopefully, we can gather as a class again soon! : D Missing those times badly! It cant be anymore fun than eat, talk, shop ( :