HELLO!
Gee, now I find it kinda awkward to write and blog haha I'll just get used to doing it again soon.. I'm sorry to many if I seem kinda different lately.. Well, I don't know how different have I been recently but I feel that I have been acting differently in a weird way? Like I don't really have topics to talk about with anyone.. I prefer to stay quiet on my own and I don't know why I am always sleepy so I don't reply smses or give only a word or two on a phone call.. I am sorry..
Anyway, I am writting this from the airport! How amazing is that! I am actually flying to Jakarta till Sunday.. Because Nia need to do some check up before school starts.. Its a long story.. And in a way Im quite happy to be able to celebrate new year and count down with my family.. Many people may wonder why is it a big deal but to me it is gonna be really fun and exciting! I hate my daily life.. No colour and boring.. Its the same old routines.. Im gonna die young if that continues..
I love the company of precious people.. Im not saying that I dont enjoy the company of my beloved friends.. Its just that it's different.. It feels different when you are with your family and your friends.. I dont have to think to keep the conversation going, I dont have to be nice to not hurt their feelings, I dont have to do many things and that relaxes me.. Im always tensed and nervous you see.. that is why I have a bad temper and when I am with my friends I kinda control it but when Im with my family, they control it for me ( ; I dont know if that makes any sense but its the hang of it.. Sort of.. haha
Above all, I still enjoy my friends' company but you know sometimes you just need a break and
find something different and refreshing! : D that keeps the love around and excitement.. besides, after sometime you'll realise how important certain people can be in your life and how messy your life can be without them by your side ( :
So, sometimes enough is enough.. You dont have to force yourself.. just take a break and start it over (; when you do, things are just going to be even better!
Im going off soon! Plane's flyingg! So perhaps, catch up with you soon! and shall post my holiday photos up soon too! Its not much cos my family has never fancy taking photos haha and they think that I am weird for loving photographs! haha btw, im gonna meet my cousins too! its been so long since i last saw them.. scared scared.. hopefully, it wont be awkward even though things happened.. and yeah! Idiotic Gavin gonna drive! GOSH! I hope we'll reach hotel just fine! HAHA
Loads of fun awaitingg~ (but stupid projects hautingg :[ ) ARGHHHH!