i dont get why i want it so bad that i waste my time making phone calls, sending messages and other things when i can actually sleep and get some rest after all those sleepless nights; when my body aches all over..
im tired.. really tired of everything..
im tired of getting disappointed..
i dont normally expect much from others.. not even on my birthday..
i dont understand why am i the only one feeling this way..
I never think it was mutual but perhaps I thought highly of our friendship.
i dont know why am i still trying..
No matter what, you hold a special place in my heart.
All the fun and crazy moments. Even conflicts seem beautiful now.
The feelings will soon go away.. And it'll feel like nothing has ever happened again..
I fancy them too much : [