Hello!
Life's been pretty messed up thanks to one-after-another deadlines and many other workloads that I haven't be able to update my blog. So this is gonna be a quick one. I don't wanna be late tmr.. I have to wake up by 6 and get out of the house by 7. its a must.
I dont know what to start with. School? After CSIT outline, I rushed for Spook. Sitting in front of my comm for a solid 15-hour or more before cabbing down to school for submission. FILA due, TTB test, Culi poster and finally CSIT report which due tomorrow. And gonna have to work hard on FEM project and accounting mid sem.
I need a lot of lecture notes. Many missing. Shall go hunting soon.
Vacation wise I want to head back home and see my family as I wont be able to see them during CNY which is so depressing. But if I were to fly home Im gonna miss YEG which is also saddening : ( i can't make up my mind.
CYA wise, Im loving Sat crew.. and have been enjoying my day. Yesterday is unforgettable. I met an Austrian couple. They are quite old but they are super duper nice. I love them. I truly hope that I'll meet them again someday ( : I'd be happy to be their tour guide!
And thanks to my busy lifestyle now, I dont get to talk much to anyone. And im back to square one. Frankly, im disappointed. Because I thought that everything is well and i thought there is trust. I always thought wrong. The thing with me is that I expected too much and Im just always hurt at the end. But now I know that everything is back to zero, I wont try as hard anymore..
If I havent told u that I hate it when everyone can feel and read me.. I just dont understand why it happens or how they do it. People know when Im sad or when im affected. Things werent used to be like that. I used to hide my feelings well and no one knows that Im down. But now all the concern and care just make me sad even more. : ( haha.
Ok. I shall not continue drawing circles in a corner right? Fine. Im going to end this post because I really have nothing to say anymore. Ah. Im really looking forward to have dinner with Shinn at Hansang Restaurant soon! OMJ! Its so damn delicious! : D YAY! So happy! : ]