
A call from homeMy mum called and forced me to open my eyes at 9 this morning.. She asked me to go home during the 2 weeks December holidays and she cried! I didnt know what to say,, scared of hurting her feelings or make her cry even more.. This issue has been put on hold since god knows when..
Its really not because I dont want to go home. Its home where I can relax and enjoy life to the max! and I dont want to be there? Am I nuts?!! Seriously, I miss home more than you imagined.. I miss the people, I miss my bed, I miss my dolls, I miss the food, I miss playing badminton nad soccer with my siblings, I miss fetching my bros from school, I miss everything!! Totally everything.. :( And I want to go home and relax too!
But I just cant afford too.. I can imagined how projects would fill my day hand in hand with PACE and CYA.. :( With YEG coming up, its really not going to be easy.. And yet, she sounded so desperate for alternatives (although can't really call them alternatives) like skipping school and projects, and neglecting my PACE members and CYA duties..
So all I could say was "we see how". She was not that satisfied but her voice brightened and it seems like she was smiling.. May be because I will consider the idea of going home or her strategy works on me. haha. May be it's the first but I can't afford to be too soft on her or she'd ask for the entire December!