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Hi! I am Little Miss 김신해♥. I live in my little own Kpop world across that milky way. I own tonnes 동방신기 merchandise till my house can't fit in anymore of them. Eating ramen, bibimbab, inari sushi and egg tart makes me a happy girl. I love taking photographs and doing aegyo. I whine worse than any other baby girls in this universe and I have no intention to change. I wish to marry my true love someday and live in a cozy house in one of Korea's prettiest streets. ت

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Feeling : crushed,depressed,dying
Craving : nothing
Doing : nothing
Watching : 공부의 신
Listening to : All DBSK songs

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Written with Love on Wednesday, 21 October 2009 | back to top

A chunk of emotions just whirled inside me last night and in the midst ofpouring them out here, I fell asleep. I think I was just too tired from school since I only had 4 hours of sleep previously..

According to my horoscope, things will pass and I should just be patient and wait for whatever inside me to go away. It is annoying to feel things when you don't even know what you feel it for.. And Im quite used to things taking place. It's not like the first time small things happen..

Do you realise, the problems that most of us face in this age is relationship?

Im not only talking about BGR relationship.. It includes friendship, family matters and so on.. At this period, all we actually need is support from our loved ones. We need assurance that there are people who will catch us when we fall, smile with us and know that we exist.. We always want to know that we are needed, wanted and do matter to others.. We want to find a place where we actually belong in this world.. Not just as a shadow, we want attention.

Im used to do many many things on my own.. Some called it independent and some just said im anti social and I never cared.. But why does other's views and opinions about me count, now? I listened and put some thoughts to whatever they have.. May be it's good that I begin to take feedback to improve myself but don't you think it's bad too? I could be heavily influenced by their thoughts.. Weighed my decisions and changed them for others' convenience or happiness..

So then, when would I find mine?

What if today is my last? I don't get a chance to take a glimpse of it..