I was upset, yes.I don't understand why people love to say A when they actually feel B. If it's to "make-you-happy" reason, please stop it! Cos it feels much worse when I find out that it was not true.. I dont know what emotions are there, sadness cos I dont get to hear the truth myself or jealous cos everybody but me knows cos it all feels the same..
PainNow, I just want to see if you care and let nature takes its course.. So dont expect me to talk till im over it..
Im flatteredBut please don't praise me too much & don't be to kind to me.. I don't deserve it and I can't take it.. It does not reduce any of my guilt but of course it touched me.. So, thanks a lot everyone.. Shinn and Junshen especially! I did not get to read your messages last night properly, Im sorry.. This morning when I had to delete them for space, I realised how lovely the 2 of you were! Thanks! And sorry for making you both worry~ Wont happen again ^^
I LOVE YOU BOTH! :D