That is why I kept silent
Sometimes things are better left untold.. Many times I just have to endured the night and be me again in the morning.. Trying to forget any unpleasant things in the day and cry it out at night when needed..Sometimes blogging will ease the pain and it calms me down but many times that I deleted the post because I dont think it should be out for the world to read.. I dont know how to explain this but the main thing is that I dont want to really understand how I actually feel.. Because most of the time, I could hide them or have some distractions to keep them out of my mind temporarily..
Often, I'm happier that way..