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Hi! I am Little Miss 김신해♥. I live in my little own Kpop world across that milky way. I own tonnes 동방신기 merchandise till my house can't fit in anymore of them. Eating ramen, bibimbab, inari sushi and egg tart makes me a happy girl. I love taking photographs and doing aegyo. I whine worse than any other baby girls in this universe and I have no intention to change. I wish to marry my true love someday and live in a cozy house in one of Korea's prettiest streets. ت

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Feeling : crushed,depressed,dying
Craving : nothing
Doing : nothing
Watching : 공부의 신
Listening to : All DBSK songs

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I look like a real crab, real red

Written with Love on Wednesday, 7 October 2009 | back to top

It was so tiring to tour around Sentosa when the sun was at its highest :( im turning red and im sure its gonna be black tomorrow :( and the worst part is that it is so obviously painful and it is really hot! :(
In aircon room i felt like burning but yet shivering because of the cold.. This is bad.. :(

I cabbed down from Sentosa with Vivian, my newly met SA junior, to school for PACE meeting and when I reached the room I couldn't help but to fall asleep on the comfy yet old sofa.. It was noisy outside so I woke up a few times.. But otherwise it was a good sleep. ^^ Lucky I had my blanket or I would have freezed to death. :P

Anyway, went to KFC for dinner and my 3 besties made my tears spilled after I finished filling my stomach with Chicken Popcorn and fries.. I really did not mean to make anyone feel bad or what.. I did not even want to show a single drop of tear there, it was so embarassing!!

In fact, I do feel bad myself because no matter how I explain it they dont understand that Im really alright.. It was just that I am scared and worried that they have to go through so much troubles and scoldings and stuffs because of me.. Something that Im supposed to be responsible would burden them.. Although I know that there is nothing fair in this world, but it would be so unfair for them.. And it was so much of a relief to find out that it was not true!!! It really felt like the 100kg weight was lifted from my shoulder!!

I still feel guilty for many other things though.. and I just wished that I dont have to feel debted.. I wish that I could be really thik-skinned and just let the matter pass but honestly.. really honestly, I should just keep my big mouth shut then to trouble anyone ever again..

I realised that the trouble actually lies deep within me not others.

Shinn, Im sorry okayy~ and thanks so much for keep on supporting me! Im sawryy to make you worry! and THANKSS FOR THE SURPRISE! although it was too much, I LOVE IT! :D LOVE YOU DEAR!

Junshen, THANKSS FOR THE SO EXPENSIVE CANDY AND THE BOXES! :D LOVE IT!! im really glad and thankful!!! Thanks for being so thoughtful and caring too.. May be I should really treat you nicer in the future ^^

Pei Jun, ssorry if I make Bee Foong finds you more often now because of the circumstances.. Let me know if there is anything I could do to help.. THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP, ASSITANCE AND SUPPORT! You've been a great pleasure to be around ^^ LOVESS!

And lastly, EVERYONE, THANK YOU~ For everything... that I may not even worth of...

Im watching Americans got talent now and I have not stopped tearing because of it.. It's so touching.. Or may be it's just me? But seriously, I love the show. I think I learned quite a bit from it. Or at least get some things to think about when I am too free?

I look like a real crab, real red

Written with Love on Wednesday, 7 October 2009 | back to top

I realised that the trouble actually lies deep within me not others.