AND IM STUCK IN SINGAPORE :(
Sadly, you should know i hate the fact. Course, i wanna advance and move on like everybody else. I wanna see the world and be part of it. Feel it. Live it. And i hate it that im the only one left with no progression.Well, there are 2 comments on the above statement actually. Firstly, i hate to admit it but yes! im jealous. i do want to feel and experience the same or similar if not better. but there are too many boundaries set before me. sadly, by my very own parents. well, im talking about my education here, if you are lost :PSecondly, even when i did think that poly may be a waste of time in certain perspective which i refuse to explain here at my current situation (my eyes are not meant to be opened for another 5 minutes or so).. Because of certain people, certain things and certain activities that i had encountered, experienced and enganged in made me think that I am better than them. Well, actually I may be better than them..Many reasons can support this fact but mean point is that Im grateful that I went poly because of many many reasonsI feel that I am the luckier ones because I get to meet different people with different perspective and I am changed. Hard to believe that useless beings like me can become better too! :D haha but its just to make me feel better you see. the truth is just i dont like losing or not advancing.But, perhaps im just too worried. I shall put this matter out of my mind for the time being. Let me worry this when 3.1 comes.. Which sounds like soon enough :(I DONT HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA OF WHAT MY FUTURE WILL BE LIKE.
Will i be a better person in terms of personal skills and academically? Will i get a better future with this path im taking now? Will i be able to look back and be proud of myself? And will i be given the chance to make my parents proud of me and be happy for the rest of my life? :PAND TO END, IM HERE STUCK WITH LOVELY PEOPLE.These people have been too nice to me.. they have been spoiling me with their care and concern.. With presents and smiles.. They have been to nice to me until I forgot how to cry.. Even after all the work and tiring days, they never forget to cheer me up and support me.. Only thing I regret is that I cant have them at my house.. and I cant have the rest of my family with me here...
If I could just move out and have the entire flat (even a studio flat) for myself and stay with my family with my beloved friends visiting so often till im bored of them or otherwise..
IT WOULD BE THE BEST THING EVER! :D
THAT IS MY WISH FOR THIS YEAR~
HOPEFULLY, IT COMES TRUE ^^
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I live in my little own Kpop world across that milky way.
I own tonnes 동방신기 merchandise till my house can't fit in anymore of them.
Eating ramen, bibimbab, inari sushi and egg tart makes me a happy girl.
I love taking photographs and doing aegyo.
I whine worse than any other baby girls in this universe and I have no intention to change.
I wish to marry my true love someday and live in a cozy house in one of Korea's prettiest streets. ت
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