accounting paper was a total failure. everyone found it easy. and i despise myself for failing it.
this sucks. i studied from 2 and when i saw the paper my mind was blank. like totally. i couldnt rmb a shit. ):

earlier, mkt was scary too. my grp handed in the project late. yeah. still during tutorial tho :( and how worse could my day get? well. far worse. no one could ever understand how important it is for me to be understood. and my mum of all people scolded me because of CYA. she obviously doesnt know that im tired too. not like im staying in sch until midnight to hang out. and its not my decision to resume CYA. haish. im totally disappointed with myself today.

and the feelings really sucks to the core. even when i want my tears to wash away all my worries and anger. i cant. i dont wanna be a cry baby. crying all the time. haish.

i really appreciate all those efforts some of you take to cheer me up. but i really dont think that i can get these out. i do complain all the time and make noises but i try not to spill my tears in the public. :( and im really damn sad now. i dont feel like stepping out of the house tmr. but i cant run away like this, can i?

but i assure u. tmr when u see me in school i wont be down and quiet as u expect. i'd be me again. so dont be disappointed..

accounting paper was a total failure. everyone found it easy. and i despise myself for failing it.
this sucks. i studied from 2 and when i saw the paper my mind was blank. like totally. i couldnt rmb a shit. ):

earlier, mkt was scary too. my grp handed in the project late. yeah. still during tutorial tho :( and how worse could my day get? well. far worse. no one could ever understand how important it is for me to be understood. and my mum of all people scolded me because of CYA. she obviously doesnt know that im tired too. not like im staying in sch until midnight to hang out. and its not my decision to resume CYA. haish. im totally disappointed with myself today.

and the feelings really sucks to the core. even when i want my tears to wash away all my worries and anger. i cant. i dont wanna be a cry baby. crying all the time. haish.

i really appreciate all those efforts some of you take to cheer me up. but i really dont think that i can get these out. i do complain all the time and make noises but i try not to spill my tears in the public. :( and im really damn sad now. i dont feel like stepping out of the house tmr. but i cant run away like this, can i?

but i assure u. tmr when u see me in school i wont be down and quiet as u expect. i'd be me again. so dont be disappointed..