after MIA-ing for a pretty long time, i guess i shall make my come back a huge one? :P
if you realise i havent been here for like more than 2 months and i should say i have forgotten how to blog coz right now im thinking hard of what to write..

but, anyway.. do u know that my eye bags are bigger than panda's? haha u dont. well, now u do.. pandas are extremely happy now to find one who owns darker n bigger eye bags! LOL i shall get more sleep and shall not try to compete with them anymore.. (btw, im wearing a panda tee now! LOLS) :P


ah. im very happy to be in 07.. at first i thought that i wouldnt like my class and 7 is not exactly my fav number so i really had no hope in this class. but now, i really really wish that we would stay in the same class again... i really enjoy my time with them and i hope to get to know them better.. and of course, im missing my h13 too! :D if i could combine the 2 classes, it would be great! :D haish but things do not stay the same.. things do not go your way.. but you have to stand still..


ahhh..anyway. it is now kinda scary that i have celine as my friend in fb.. haha coz it seems like hse is online 24/7 and she knows whatever i say and do there! haisshhh. no privacy... i dont really mind but, it will be much better if i could just do anything i want when i want it.. freedom..

these few days i have always been having headaches and stomachaches.. i dont know whats wrong with me and i dont wish to go to doctor just because of this.. like now, my head hurts like hell! hopefully with some sleep it will go away...


haiyah. i know that im being messy here but u know what?! the phone that i always wanted beside motorola lux ed.. is no longer out in the market! :( damn sad lah! they dont have samsung g400 anymore :( and and and mama dont wanna get me a new phone when my old one is having cancer.. and is dying... :(


haishh lastly, im worried. im worried about a lot of things. i know that i have not been giving my best. i have been complaining and i have been lazy since the start of the year.. but i do want to be more serious and i do want to change the way things are.. i dont want to do things just because i need to get them done.. i want it to be somethign more.. but its actually difficult to put in feelings in everything i do... and all i wish is that, i can be a better person.. i want to protect all my loved ones and of course i dont want them to get blamed for all my mistakes and carelessness.. i do have a bad feelign about everything.. but there is nothing i can do besides trying harder.. i really have to manage my time well and prioritise my stuffs well.. i cant keep on holding on and do nth.. i want to change n i hope everyone around me understand the decisions i made and support me no matter what.. sometimes, its not that i don't want it. sometimes, its not that i dont like it.. its just that i have to let it go.. i do wish to hold on but there are too many reasons why i have to move on.. i have many many wishes. but none of it comes true...

after MIA-ing for a pretty long time, i guess i shall make my come back a huge one? :P
if you realise i havent been here for like more than 2 months and i should say i have forgotten how to blog coz right now im thinking hard of what to write..

but, anyway.. do u know that my eye bags are bigger than panda's? haha u dont. well, now u do.. pandas are extremely happy now to find one who owns darker n bigger eye bags! LOL i shall get more sleep and shall not try to compete with them anymore.. (btw, im wearing a panda tee now! LOLS) :P


ah. im very happy to be in 07.. at first i thought that i wouldnt like my class and 7 is not exactly my fav number so i really had no hope in this class. but now, i really really wish that we would stay in the same class again... i really enjoy my time with them and i hope to get to know them better.. and of course, im missing my h13 too! :D if i could combine the 2 classes, it would be great! :D haish but things do not stay the same.. things do not go your way.. but you have to stand still..


ahhh..anyway. it is now kinda scary that i have celine as my friend in fb.. haha coz it seems like hse is online 24/7 and she knows whatever i say and do there! haisshhh. no privacy... i dont really mind but, it will be much better if i could just do anything i want when i want it.. freedom..

these few days i have always been having headaches and stomachaches.. i dont know whats wrong with me and i dont wish to go to doctor just because of this.. like now, my head hurts like hell! hopefully with some sleep it will go away...


haiyah. i know that im being messy here but u know what?! the phone that i always wanted beside motorola lux ed.. is no longer out in the market! :( damn sad lah! they dont have samsung g400 anymore :( and and and mama dont wanna get me a new phone when my old one is having cancer.. and is dying... :(


haishh lastly, im worried. im worried about a lot of things. i know that i have not been giving my best. i have been complaining and i have been lazy since the start of the year.. but i do want to be more serious and i do want to change the way things are.. i dont want to do things just because i need to get them done.. i want it to be somethign more.. but its actually difficult to put in feelings in everything i do... and all i wish is that, i can be a better person.. i want to protect all my loved ones and of course i dont want them to get blamed for all my mistakes and carelessness.. i do have a bad feelign about everything.. but there is nothing i can do besides trying harder.. i really have to manage my time well and prioritise my stuffs well.. i cant keep on holding on and do nth.. i want to change n i hope everyone around me understand the decisions i made and support me no matter what.. sometimes, its not that i don't want it. sometimes, its not that i dont like it.. its just that i have to let it go.. i do wish to hold on but there are too many reasons why i have to move on.. i have many many wishes. but none of it comes true...