i cant help but to feel jealous to everyone...
haizz they all the roads open for them to choose.. they can go anywhere they like anytime they want it.. they can choose to do whatever they like where they want it..
many friends are going to japan nad korea to study.. going to work in the entertainment industry..
u know that i wanted to do it long time ago but nobody supported me.. that is why i am now in hospitality industry..
i did say that i do not regret it.. yes, indeed. how could i regret meeting so many nice and fun people! able to open up to the world... haizz but i just want sth to enjoy.. i want sth i love doing..
i want sth fun! i want to see the world too..
i dont know why i keep feeling that i dont have enough time.. reallyy.. its really weird.. but seriously i think i wont have the time if i dont start now.. haizzz i know that im selfish if i keep on forcing to go to japan or korea to study..
but i dont care how am i going to do it.. i am going there to study...
i cant have my dreams shattered just because my parents all the time...
im really jaelous of my friends... jess, hui, etc when they do what they really want n love doing..
n their parents dont stand on their way....