haizz. now i know..

my luck has finally run out.. im really tired and my week is going to be damn packed!

idk if i can join crystal's bdae or not and i feel bad for making empty promises.. all these while it has been like that and im not sure if i can keep this up any longer TT.TT

even though i am upset about french, i am sure that whatever happens, happens for the best.. even if i cant chnage class or cds, i think i can survive.. well, of course i can but thing is i'll have to work triple triple hard to beat my goal.. sigh.. another empty promises..

may be after helping SA a bit with the time table thingy, i'll just quit from the rd comm.. i cant take it already.. so many important things have been abandoned.. and that includes my sleeping time.. school is starting and this is my priority.. i dont care if they want to kick me out of SA.. all i care is my academic results.. i won't let this promise dies away too..

too many has died and i cant afford my last hope to die too..


even when i want to listen to chun and jae.. it seems like their voices have left me ages ago.. is that why i feel so lost now?
why i keep on screwing up everything? even hurting and letting those i want to keep my by side go.. may be i need to start changing..

haizz. now i know..

my luck has finally run out.. im really tired and my week is going to be damn packed!

idk if i can join crystal's bdae or not and i feel bad for making empty promises.. all these while it has been like that and im not sure if i can keep this up any longer TT.TT

even though i am upset about french, i am sure that whatever happens, happens for the best.. even if i cant chnage class or cds, i think i can survive.. well, of course i can but thing is i'll have to work triple triple hard to beat my goal.. sigh.. another empty promises..

may be after helping SA a bit with the time table thingy, i'll just quit from the rd comm.. i cant take it already.. so many important things have been abandoned.. and that includes my sleeping time.. school is starting and this is my priority.. i dont care if they want to kick me out of SA.. all i care is my academic results.. i won't let this promise dies away too..

too many has died and i cant afford my last hope to die too..


even when i want to listen to chun and jae.. it seems like their voices have left me ages ago.. is that why i feel so lost now?
why i keep on screwing up everything? even hurting and letting those i want to keep my by side go.. may be i need to start changing..