Its a poem from Jeremiah.. I took sometime to reflect after reading it.. I'll write my reflection below the poem..
ORGANISATION
There may be nothing wrong with you
The way you live, the work you do,
But I can very plainly see
Exactly what is wrong with me.
It isn't that I'm indolent
Or dogdging duty by intent;
I work as hard as anyone
And yet I get so little done.
The morning goes, the noon is here,
Before I know, the night is near
And all around me, I regret
Are things I haven't finished yet.
If I could just get organised!
I often times have realised
Not all that matters is the man;
The man must also have a plan.
Firslty, I have been too hooked up with my own project.. Caring less about others.. which should not be the case.. we should work together, keeping the organisation's interest in mind right? I guess I have been selfish and I should change.. I should ge t use to work together with the rest..
Secondly, I shouldnt hesitate to communicate with the rest.. often I felt that it is not necessary to ask them as it was something easy and I should be able to do it on my own.. although, i know it myself that I need suggestions and help..
Thirdly, my trip back to Indonesia can be an excuse easily.. as after coming back I felt that i have lost my direction.. seems like i have no goal to achieve.. but i wont use that as i should find my real objectives and should try doing my best to achieve whatever it is that i desire..
Conclusion, I will find my direction back soon.. I need to be organised.. As i realised that what Jeremiah said is true.. there are so many things to be done and I am just hesitating.. I need to list down everything and prioritise them.. I need to do somthing and I want to do it WELL..
If i am going to sit here and just do it.. I wont do it WELL.. and although my health is worrying.. i should try to fight the dizziness and work under any circumstances.. i cant just lie on my bed doing nothing.. this is frustrating.. argghhhhh