uh. all i can say is that im disappointed.
i just finished reading my New Moon.. I really hope that Eclipse will be better.. the story is good, thats no doubt.. it's just that im disappointed that Bella could actually behave like that.. i am not saying that she cant love other people but Edward.. it's just that her behaviour is wrong..
well, there's right or wrong.. everything feels right when you are in love.. huhh..
i really dont know why i dont approve her behaviour.. it is not that she doesnt trust Ed or herself.. its just that she is scared that she'll be hurt again.. isn't that stupid?


ahh. i know why now.. i feel really really disappointed because Bells' love is fading.. she wants Edward lesser now.. well, less obsessed.. not the way i expected it to be.. i thought that she will marry Ed and live happily with him for eternity.. (the thought of it makes me feel so happy hehe :P) but she is more occupied thinking about Jacob :( i mean, true he is her best friend.. and it is hard to side anyone.. imagine you yourself has to choose between your besties and boy friend.. i may even choose my besties.. BUT this is different.. isn't this a story? isn't story should be DIFFERENT?? like BETTER than reality? i mean seriously.. i dont like the way reality works.. and can't we have happy ending even in stories?


huhh. ok i will stop with all this tales of Ed.. haha yess. it is not just Bella who is obsessed about him. haha anyway, i am glad that M1 broadband thing is over now.. well, at least it's over for now.. but im pretty sure another kind of problem is on its way finding me..
It seems like they know me by name and keep looking for me.. the number of it is beginning to worry me :( it seems like im a magnet for troubles.. just like Bella.. different is that i dont meet any accidents or anything dangerous! UHH. hopefully not.. ever.. and im not pretty and brave like her.. so every single trouble really bothers me!

and i dont have a beautiful beyond words prince besides me.. helping me.. HAHA and i wish i wont fall for my best friend.. what could be more frustrating than losing someone who knows you more than you do?




PS. i did this personality test on facebook and it says i like Sangunie guys..
Sangunie: reddish/ cheerful. i do like cheerful guys.. or not? :P


PSS: i want to have a library as big as Kinokuniya in Taka at home! HAHA
i want to read all day and night.. dim light, air con and comfy sofa.. OMG Heaven! :P

uh. all i can say is that im disappointed.
i just finished reading my New Moon.. I really hope that Eclipse will be better.. the story is good, thats no doubt.. it's just that im disappointed that Bella could actually behave like that.. i am not saying that she cant love other people but Edward.. it's just that her behaviour is wrong..
well, there's right or wrong.. everything feels right when you are in love.. huhh..
i really dont know why i dont approve her behaviour.. it is not that she doesnt trust Ed or herself.. its just that she is scared that she'll be hurt again.. isn't that stupid?


ahh. i know why now.. i feel really really disappointed because Bells' love is fading.. she wants Edward lesser now.. well, less obsessed.. not the way i expected it to be.. i thought that she will marry Ed and live happily with him for eternity.. (the thought of it makes me feel so happy hehe :P) but she is more occupied thinking about Jacob :( i mean, true he is her best friend.. and it is hard to side anyone.. imagine you yourself has to choose between your besties and boy friend.. i may even choose my besties.. BUT this is different.. isn't this a story? isn't story should be DIFFERENT?? like BETTER than reality? i mean seriously.. i dont like the way reality works.. and can't we have happy ending even in stories?


huhh. ok i will stop with all this tales of Ed.. haha yess. it is not just Bella who is obsessed about him. haha anyway, i am glad that M1 broadband thing is over now.. well, at least it's over for now.. but im pretty sure another kind of problem is on its way finding me..
It seems like they know me by name and keep looking for me.. the number of it is beginning to worry me :( it seems like im a magnet for troubles.. just like Bella.. different is that i dont meet any accidents or anything dangerous! UHH. hopefully not.. ever.. and im not pretty and brave like her.. so every single trouble really bothers me!

and i dont have a beautiful beyond words prince besides me.. helping me.. HAHA and i wish i wont fall for my best friend.. what could be more frustrating than losing someone who knows you more than you do?




PS. i did this personality test on facebook and it says i like Sangunie guys..
Sangunie: reddish/ cheerful. i do like cheerful guys.. or not? :P


PSS: i want to have a library as big as Kinokuniya in Taka at home! HAHA
i want to read all day and night.. dim light, air con and comfy sofa.. OMG Heaven! :P