
FINALLY right!! i can fly! LOL not literally fly (soar) or something got to do with motivational talk.. but firstly because i am going back to indonesia renewing my passport and making my KTP alias Kartu Tanda Pengenal it is like IC actually.. secondly it is because i am given the opportunity to really soar.. and show others that i am capable of making my dreams come true.. i am given the chance to prove whoever who think that i am dumb, narrow and think that they are higher in me in every perspective wrong (: i am really glad that i have this chance although i dont mind people thinking i am dumb and stuffs because that way i will no face competition and backstabbing right? but who can ever run from competition? better face it now right and prepare yourself for the working industry right? it will be far worse than now.. and we can never run from it.. besides without competition we will never be able to improve and challenge ourselves to do better in life.. there will never be a very nice and peaceful life right? if everything is so nicely plan for you then life will be boring.. hahahas
thirdly, it is actually because i can write anything and everything i want here already!! YAY! hahas i can mention names and do not have to be scared to hurt others (: i have more freedom now but im actually sad also because it means that Risa cant read my blog anymore TT.TT and i have not replied to her emails for a long time!! because im really tangled with proposals and stuffs.. so sad!!! TT.TT
anyway will be here to update you with more stufss k? (: and pictures.. and i am so missing H13 now! and my retarded classmatess.. LOL and someone who call himself my good friend.. actually i am fine as long as he doesnot go too much.. LOL i mean as long as there is no physical contact with him i am fine.. and although sometimes i cant take his stupid and irritating actions that can break my heart.. he still makes a good friend.. (: and i want him to know that even though he is not reading this LOL i will never say it to him tho!! HAHAHAS
and one person who is currently overseas.. (as usual many male friends have problem with me) hahas although he always make comments and disturb ppl nonstop.. i like his smile a lot and actually he is a very thoughtful and nice guy as well.. he should stop being nice to me or i will fall for him LOL no lah. i was jsut exaggerating.. but really he is nice and lucky me cant fall for him cz he is away.............not i wont be seeing him again....may be ah.. LOL

my wallpaper now..
just created this morning (:
pictures of my life..
people i cant live without.. (:
[without my mum cz she will kill me for sure if i put her pic in :P)