1. i finished reading twilight last night! it took me 2 days. i know that's long but i dont care.. I am happy reading it it is full of thrilling romance that i am sure i wont experience.. and I can't help to fall for Edward Cullen! OMGSS! The description of the book makes him sound sooooo handsome!! but im glad that I am not really in love with him coz Pattison's face keep on flashing on my mind when i tried to imagine the story.. BUT the story is damn sweet! i wonder if the movie gives the same feeling..

anyway. the book makes me want more!! YESHH! I WILL GET NEW MOON AS SOON AS I ARRIVE IN SG!! HEHE :P although i still think that it is obsession not love..

2. about SL camp.. nothing has ever come free right? everything needs sacrifices.. huh. honestly, I do enjoy my time at home.. u know its HOME.. and no where else in the world feels like home but here.. and it's just warm.. everything just feels right.. but Nia is sick.. some infection got to do with her intestine.. and my mum is not going to let her fly back to sg if she has not fully recovered.. and as much as i want to stay.. i dont want to miss the fun.. even though i was just thinking about one event in my 3 weeks stay.. i still want to be there and go for the camp. actually i just want to have fun with my classmates before we are devided into different classes.. i just want to spend time with them even though i know that the possibility to be in the same group as them is really impossible.. i just want to take the chance.. ah.. but ireally need to choose and Nia's health is more important then my enjoyment right? :(
one thing or two that makes me feel bad.. i need to cancel my plan with fatin again.. :( i have cancelled a lot of plans with her.. and i really miss her :( another thing is that i need change the date for my comm meeting.. and i still rmb that i sort of abadoned my retreat comm coz my bro was sick.. and this time i am not sure if they are buying it again.. i dont want to be irresponsible and keep on missing coz of personnal problem.. i should be able to do things more professionally.. huhh. every now and then i keep on wondering if this is really meant for me..

I just need a little more power to be more firm and diligent.. poly life has really slakened me off..

3. how happy i am to see a lot real STARS! OMG! in sg there are no stars.. at most there are satelites and no stars!! really sad :( and stars are my love! OMG i am so happy~~ :] i used to see them from my small house balcony at night.. and they are really beautiful.. or from my father's office.. omggs! there are so many twinkling in the sky at night.. i always tried to count them but to no avail.. they are more beautiful then diamonds.. OMGGG hehe sorry ahh~ but i really love stars..as much as i love sunsets.. i love the time when i can see the beautiful scene of sunset from the balcony.. i really miss my childhood.. did i have too much fun when i was young so im missing all of them now? :( if only i can turn back time..

but. i think it's not too bad now.. i have some friends to count on and people to hold on.. as well as some dreams waiting for me to make them come to life.. some people waiting for my letters and inspirations.. will there be more??

1. i finished reading twilight last night! it took me 2 days. i know that's long but i dont care.. I am happy reading it it is full of thrilling romance that i am sure i wont experience.. and I can't help to fall for Edward Cullen! OMGSS! The description of the book makes him sound sooooo handsome!! but im glad that I am not really in love with him coz Pattison's face keep on flashing on my mind when i tried to imagine the story.. BUT the story is damn sweet! i wonder if the movie gives the same feeling..

anyway. the book makes me want more!! YESHH! I WILL GET NEW MOON AS SOON AS I ARRIVE IN SG!! HEHE :P although i still think that it is obsession not love..

2. about SL camp.. nothing has ever come free right? everything needs sacrifices.. huh. honestly, I do enjoy my time at home.. u know its HOME.. and no where else in the world feels like home but here.. and it's just warm.. everything just feels right.. but Nia is sick.. some infection got to do with her intestine.. and my mum is not going to let her fly back to sg if she has not fully recovered.. and as much as i want to stay.. i dont want to miss the fun.. even though i was just thinking about one event in my 3 weeks stay.. i still want to be there and go for the camp. actually i just want to have fun with my classmates before we are devided into different classes.. i just want to spend time with them even though i know that the possibility to be in the same group as them is really impossible.. i just want to take the chance.. ah.. but ireally need to choose and Nia's health is more important then my enjoyment right? :(
one thing or two that makes me feel bad.. i need to cancel my plan with fatin again.. :( i have cancelled a lot of plans with her.. and i really miss her :( another thing is that i need change the date for my comm meeting.. and i still rmb that i sort of abadoned my retreat comm coz my bro was sick.. and this time i am not sure if they are buying it again.. i dont want to be irresponsible and keep on missing coz of personnal problem.. i should be able to do things more professionally.. huhh. every now and then i keep on wondering if this is really meant for me..

I just need a little more power to be more firm and diligent.. poly life has really slakened me off..

3. how happy i am to see a lot real STARS! OMG! in sg there are no stars.. at most there are satelites and no stars!! really sad :( and stars are my love! OMG i am so happy~~ :] i used to see them from my small house balcony at night.. and they are really beautiful.. or from my father's office.. omggs! there are so many twinkling in the sky at night.. i always tried to count them but to no avail.. they are more beautiful then diamonds.. OMGGG hehe sorry ahh~ but i really love stars..as much as i love sunsets.. i love the time when i can see the beautiful scene of sunset from the balcony.. i really miss my childhood.. did i have too much fun when i was young so im missing all of them now? :( if only i can turn back time..

but. i think it's not too bad now.. i have some friends to count on and people to hold on.. as well as some dreams waiting for me to make them come to life.. some people waiting for my letters and inspirations.. will there be more??