lost is what i feel right now
no matter how much i want to prove others wrong
i feel so powerless..
i even question myself..
"will i be able to stand on my feet this time?"
but..
i dont want to give up just yet!
shall be more firmed from now!
shall stand up and prove them wrong!!
i dont like to be taken for granted
i dont like to be looked down
will strive hard
and let my actions speak!
i hope i can do it right this time round..
i dont like to be a nice person
trying to avoid fights and protect everyone
trying hard not to hurt anyone
but again. i hurt myself further.
selfisshhhhh!
can i just be selfish for once?
God.
please let me out of this misery!
im tired.
very tired.
3 more weeks.
thats all it takes?
promise?