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Hi! I am Little Miss 김신해♥. I live in my little own Kpop world across that milky way. I own tonnes 동방신기 merchandise till my house can't fit in anymore of them. Eating ramen, bibimbab, inari sushi and egg tart makes me a happy girl. I love taking photographs and doing aegyo. I whine worse than any other baby girls in this universe and I have no intention to change. I wish to marry my true love someday and live in a cozy house in one of Korea's prettiest streets. ت

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Feeling : crushed,depressed,dying
Craving : nothing
Doing : nothing
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open-ness ):

Written with Love on Sunday, 18 January 2009 | back to top

well. i have always said that im open..
and i tend to tell those ppl i just met everything about me.
but is it totally true?
is it really the truth?
imnt sure myself.. :(
i really dunno what's stopping me from trusting others..
from talking about some things that are close to my heart..
from sharing all the little things..
from saying how i want them to be by myside..
i am really confused of myself..
i used to think that it is my pride that hinders me from saying sweet things..
it's my habit to keep my feelings and hide my emotions
(well thats not fully true.. no matter how hard i try to hold back my tears they just flow down..)
huhh. i always want to say everything..
all my secrets.. what i really feel..
and what i really want to do..
i really want others to know the real me..
im always jealous to see people to be able to say things honestly..
why am i always very polite??!!
and why am i always trying to make others happy?
why i am always scared to hurt others???
why??? doushite?? OMG!
why cant i just be myself and say anything that i want to say?
why am i always trying to be curteous?? T,T
no wonder i can never have good friends by my side T,T

i want to change..