huh. things just doesnt seem to work out no matter how much i wished them to T,T
my sis gave me, my mum and dad a HUGE fright! no one could contact her and i was like waiting for from 6 plus to 8! i was scared that when she reached she wouldnt find me if i go home.. everyone was crazy making millions phone calls!
i was so scared that i tot she was kidnapped or raped! ok i know that i was over reacting but anything could take place! and millions phone calls from my parents did not calm me down!
some more im sick now. im having headache, stomachache..slight fever, flu and sorethroat!!! and the wind was so strong!!!
i end up getting more sick than ever! T,T and my flu is worse now ;'( after crying session with my mum.. lol well yupp. it has always been like that. cry together. laugh together. T,T
and now i cant even drink medicine. not because i dont want. but bcs i gt no water! i knew that we run out of water. but i tot that my sis would be a lil smarter to buy. she spent her entire day at home not eating anything!
if i dont go home with some food, both of us will end up not eating anything tonight! i really wonder why my sis is like this.. she is old enough to think for herself.. she is old enough to take care of herself. it is not that i dont want to take care of her. i just want her to grow up.! she needs to be taught and i dont mind teaching her everything. but the prob is she never listens!
i dont know how to express my frustrations alr! im super disappointed..
she does not want to listen to me. she thinks that i am so complicated and worse than a witch.. well.at least that is what i think. but she takes me for granted. although im actually concerned abt her.. i really dunno what to do alr.. i guess i will give it up to God now..
i hope God will help me out.. and let her learn it the hard way. i know that i should nt give up.
but there is nothing i can do now. i cant make empty promises to try my best.
im not even sure if i can do my best anymore.. i have reached my limits i guess.. i know i am the worst sister that u've ever encountered.. all i can say is im sorry.. im not able to take care of her T,T

credit: all cassie who share this with me :D
감사해요~
미안해~

i dont remember where i got them from T,T

huh. things just doesnt seem to work out no matter how much i wished them to T,T
my sis gave me, my mum and dad a HUGE fright! no one could contact her and i was like waiting for from 6 plus to 8! i was scared that when she reached she wouldnt find me if i go home.. everyone was crazy making millions phone calls!
i was so scared that i tot she was kidnapped or raped! ok i know that i was over reacting but anything could take place! and millions phone calls from my parents did not calm me down!
some more im sick now. im having headache, stomachache..slight fever, flu and sorethroat!!! and the wind was so strong!!!
i end up getting more sick than ever! T,T and my flu is worse now ;'( after crying session with my mum.. lol well yupp. it has always been like that. cry together. laugh together. T,T
and now i cant even drink medicine. not because i dont want. but bcs i gt no water! i knew that we run out of water. but i tot that my sis would be a lil smarter to buy. she spent her entire day at home not eating anything!
if i dont go home with some food, both of us will end up not eating anything tonight! i really wonder why my sis is like this.. she is old enough to think for herself.. she is old enough to take care of herself. it is not that i dont want to take care of her. i just want her to grow up.! she needs to be taught and i dont mind teaching her everything. but the prob is she never listens!
i dont know how to express my frustrations alr! im super disappointed..
she does not want to listen to me. she thinks that i am so complicated and worse than a witch.. well.at least that is what i think. but she takes me for granted. although im actually concerned abt her.. i really dunno what to do alr.. i guess i will give it up to God now..
i hope God will help me out.. and let her learn it the hard way. i know that i should nt give up.
but there is nothing i can do now. i cant make empty promises to try my best.
im not even sure if i can do my best anymore.. i have reached my limits i guess.. i know i am the worst sister that u've ever encountered.. all i can say is im sorry.. im not able to take care of her T,T

credit: all cassie who share this with me :D
감사해요~
미안해~

i dont remember where i got them from T,T