i dont understand why must he keep flying here and there..isnt having me should make him stay??doesnt he want to stay by my side like i want to be by his? and why is singapore is never in his destination list?? HUH.

he isnt old.. he doesnt need to find loads of money now.. he isnt even the head of the family.. i mean his family still has his father.. i mean he should work hard when he has a family that he is responsible to.. but now he has his father who is responsile and he should enjoy life when he is young.. he deserves to enjoy life,doesnt he?

besides, why is it always him? why not his siblings help too?? i know..perhaps because he is the only son in the family and he is the oldest.. but why does he need to bear all the burden by himself?? i know that he is a good guy..and he loves all his younger sisters..but isnt it too much for him to bear?? doesnt he need to study too? and reach out for his dreams??

or is it me that is just not understanding enough?? X( im just worried for him..

for those of u who is asking if he is working.. yesh. he is working now. he has been working for all his life.. (actualli no. it's just that im making things look big here :P) he's been helping his father with the family thing since young.. (i cant say business cz it's not..it's not a company also..i dont know what it is called) the work sometimes require him to fly.. mostly to china and thailand.. but he goes to korea and japan sometimes too.. :D

do u know why i love Korean very much?? its not only because DBSK.. not only because of their songs and voices plus handome faces.. but im obsessed with Korean and want to learn the language so much cz he loves Korean too! :D hahas
he has worked there sometime ago.. and he said he loves it and would like to go back :D so im trying hard to learn the language so i can go to Korea and find him without having difficulty to communicate.. besides who knows i can meet oppa~ hahas
and cz i wanna work in Korea too in the future.. :D but i guess i'll be able to not work in the hotels in Korea if i can get to stay with him for the rest of my life.. LOL :P

i know this is the first time i talk about him here. i dont usually talk about him and has been keeping it secret.. i always try to focus on my studies.. but i just cant afford to not blog abt him :P
(so can u keep this secret too?? X) cz it's just not like me..)

i dont know why..but these few days my thoughts are just with him.. i even skipped all DBSK news and photos.. i even forget everything about oppa~ and this is killing me! X.X
i hate the feelings.. as if there is something bad happening~ as if he isnt feeling well.. as if he needs me~ LOL srry but that's what i feel.. he never does miss me like this before..
what is wrong?? HUH. i just cant get the right answer.. it isnt the first time he is in china.. and besides,he has been there for loads of times..and im sure he's happy to see his frens.. i hope he isnt trying to make me worry~


PS. im not telling you his name yet.. i'll tell u once i see him again X)

i dont understand why must he keep flying here and there..isnt having me should make him stay??doesnt he want to stay by my side like i want to be by his? and why is singapore is never in his destination list?? HUH.

he isnt old.. he doesnt need to find loads of money now.. he isnt even the head of the family.. i mean his family still has his father.. i mean he should work hard when he has a family that he is responsible to.. but now he has his father who is responsile and he should enjoy life when he is young.. he deserves to enjoy life,doesnt he?

besides, why is it always him? why not his siblings help too?? i know..perhaps because he is the only son in the family and he is the oldest.. but why does he need to bear all the burden by himself?? i know that he is a good guy..and he loves all his younger sisters..but isnt it too much for him to bear?? doesnt he need to study too? and reach out for his dreams??

or is it me that is just not understanding enough?? X( im just worried for him..

for those of u who is asking if he is working.. yesh. he is working now. he has been working for all his life.. (actualli no. it's just that im making things look big here :P) he's been helping his father with the family thing since young.. (i cant say business cz it's not..it's not a company also..i dont know what it is called) the work sometimes require him to fly.. mostly to china and thailand.. but he goes to korea and japan sometimes too.. :D

do u know why i love Korean very much?? its not only because DBSK.. not only because of their songs and voices plus handome faces.. but im obsessed with Korean and want to learn the language so much cz he loves Korean too! :D hahas
he has worked there sometime ago.. and he said he loves it and would like to go back :D so im trying hard to learn the language so i can go to Korea and find him without having difficulty to communicate.. besides who knows i can meet oppa~ hahas
and cz i wanna work in Korea too in the future.. :D but i guess i'll be able to not work in the hotels in Korea if i can get to stay with him for the rest of my life.. LOL :P

i know this is the first time i talk about him here. i dont usually talk about him and has been keeping it secret.. i always try to focus on my studies.. but i just cant afford to not blog abt him :P
(so can u keep this secret too?? X) cz it's just not like me..)

i dont know why..but these few days my thoughts are just with him.. i even skipped all DBSK news and photos.. i even forget everything about oppa~ and this is killing me! X.X
i hate the feelings.. as if there is something bad happening~ as if he isnt feeling well.. as if he needs me~ LOL srry but that's what i feel.. he never does miss me like this before..
what is wrong?? HUH. i just cant get the right answer.. it isnt the first time he is in china.. and besides,he has been there for loads of times..and im sure he's happy to see his frens.. i hope he isnt trying to make me worry~


PS. im not telling you his name yet.. i'll tell u once i see him again X)