hasnt been bloggin.
hasnt been friendstering.
hasnt been studying.
hasnt been sleeping well.
hasnt been practicing.
and hasnt been me.
haha ;p
but.
but.
has been watching movies & drama.
has been shopping.
has been playing.
has been going out.
has been reading.
has been to new places.
and i dont know which one i prefer?
serious n boring me?
always stay at home and enjoy the things i love doing~
(there are more things that satisfied me at home ;p)
or the playful and irritating me?
haha ;p
going around bullying ppl and study nothing.
as fr ur info, disturbing ppl is fun..
hehe ;p
huhh.
im realli not sure.
but.
no matter what.
i want things to return to its place.
back to normal and routines stuff..
even tho new things and places are fun and exciting.
im just a human who are scared of the unknown.
i hope u understand what i mean hehe ;p
huuh.
das

oops i forget who to credit to ;p
i guees its:]newlove@HUGSG+vicky@csspf

i talkd to david yesterday.
and it made me miss my sec sch days.
where i can just talk to ko jim.
and disturb him.
hehe ;p
miss his lame jokes.
miss his advices.
miss his stories.
and miss his knowledge.
huuuh~~
i somehow think that david is like ko jim.
in a way.
they are alike.
even tho ko jim is actualli more looks like jerry.
he speaks like jerry.
has loads knowledge too~
and there are more things tht make him more like jerry.
hehe ;p
but still.
i think ko jim is like david a bit too..
a bittt..hehe ;p
or is it the other way round?
ahh..nywy.
they always make me think when im talking to them.
u know when i talk, i dont usually think.
i'll just say what i wanna say.
it just comes out..
sometimes im surprised by wht i say too.
its like my mouth can do anything it wants. hehe ;p
but when talking to them.
i'll stop n think.
and whatever they say always make me think.
even tho its just like recalling the past, or some thots..
but there is another thing tht make them similar..
and i still cant figure out what.
perhaps its the way they talk?
or is it sth else??
--@ omg i just cant figure out.
nywy.
talking to david made me miss everyone at the hostel.
made me realli miss the days i spent with them.
made me feel..
i dont know hw to say it.
but itsnt sad after all.
i feel happy too~
cz i now realise that life isnt just a matter of living.
u knw i used to live just fr the sake of living.
without knowing what i was realli doing.
what i wanted to do and what i wanted to become.
now i realli wanna treasure my dreams.
even though ppl arnd me say that im ambitious.
that my dreams wont come true.
and that i dont have the ability to turn my dream to reality.
i dont care.
whatever ppl say i dont care.
as long as i believe in them.
as long as i work hard..
and as long as im in the right path.
i will continue to fight.
cz faith and hope are my supporting pillars.
and they are enough..
bdw.
i think i am better than others who has no dream at all..
even tho my dreams are believed to be impossible by others ;p
hehe..

okay.
in conclusion. (:
i love talking to david.
he always brings back memories that are almost forgotten.
he makes me realise that i need to grow.
even tho i still think that it'll come naturally ;p
(i realli envy his maturity and thots of the world ;p)
and through his stories i see and understand the world more.
so david, if u read this.
i wanna tell u that im thankful to know u~
THANK YOU~
and please tell me more stories~
hehe ;p


oops i forget who to credit to ;p
i guees its:]newlove@HUGSG+vicky@csspf

hasnt been bloggin.
hasnt been friendstering.
hasnt been studying.
hasnt been sleeping well.
hasnt been practicing.
and hasnt been me.
haha ;p
but.
but.
has been watching movies & drama.
has been shopping.
has been playing.
has been going out.
has been reading.
has been to new places.
and i dont know which one i prefer?
serious n boring me?
always stay at home and enjoy the things i love doing~
(there are more things that satisfied me at home ;p)
or the playful and irritating me?
haha ;p
going around bullying ppl and study nothing.
as fr ur info, disturbing ppl is fun..
hehe ;p
huhh.
im realli not sure.
but.
no matter what.
i want things to return to its place.
back to normal and routines stuff..
even tho new things and places are fun and exciting.
im just a human who are scared of the unknown.
i hope u understand what i mean hehe ;p
huuh.
das

oops i forget who to credit to ;p
i guees its:]newlove@HUGSG+vicky@csspf

i talkd to david yesterday.
and it made me miss my sec sch days.
where i can just talk to ko jim.
and disturb him.
hehe ;p
miss his lame jokes.
miss his advices.
miss his stories.
and miss his knowledge.
huuuh~~
i somehow think that david is like ko jim.
in a way.
they are alike.
even tho ko jim is actualli more looks like jerry.
he speaks like jerry.
has loads knowledge too~
and there are more things tht make him more like jerry.
hehe ;p
but still.
i think ko jim is like david a bit too..
a bittt..hehe ;p
or is it the other way round?
ahh..nywy.
they always make me think when im talking to them.
u know when i talk, i dont usually think.
i'll just say what i wanna say.
it just comes out..
sometimes im surprised by wht i say too.
its like my mouth can do anything it wants. hehe ;p
but when talking to them.
i'll stop n think.
and whatever they say always make me think.
even tho its just like recalling the past, or some thots..
but there is another thing tht make them similar..
and i still cant figure out what.
perhaps its the way they talk?
or is it sth else??
--@ omg i just cant figure out.
nywy.
talking to david made me miss everyone at the hostel.
made me realli miss the days i spent with them.
made me feel..
i dont know hw to say it.
but itsnt sad after all.
i feel happy too~
cz i now realise that life isnt just a matter of living.
u knw i used to live just fr the sake of living.
without knowing what i was realli doing.
what i wanted to do and what i wanted to become.
now i realli wanna treasure my dreams.
even though ppl arnd me say that im ambitious.
that my dreams wont come true.
and that i dont have the ability to turn my dream to reality.
i dont care.
whatever ppl say i dont care.
as long as i believe in them.
as long as i work hard..
and as long as im in the right path.
i will continue to fight.
cz faith and hope are my supporting pillars.
and they are enough..
bdw.
i think i am better than others who has no dream at all..
even tho my dreams are believed to be impossible by others ;p
hehe..

okay.
in conclusion. (:
i love talking to david.
he always brings back memories that are almost forgotten.
he makes me realise that i need to grow.
even tho i still think that it'll come naturally ;p
(i realli envy his maturity and thots of the world ;p)
and through his stories i see and understand the world more.
so david, if u read this.
i wanna tell u that im thankful to know u~
THANK YOU~
and please tell me more stories~
hehe ;p


oops i forget who to credit to ;p
i guees its:]newlove@HUGSG+vicky@csspf