You Give Me Faith

frustration

Written with Love on Sunday, 8 June 2008 | back to top

huuuhhh. ><

yesterday was saturday.

and i went back to sch to do project ><

and set up an alarm clock at 9.45 seoul time ;p

which means 8.45 here.

i woke up and thought tht it was still early so i closed my eyes again.

and the next tym i opend my eyes..

it was olredi 10 plus!

omgg!

haha ;p

so i quickly take my shower and went to sch by cab!

cz i was olredi late ><

haha ;p

but lucky everyone was late except fr jerry..

hoho ;p

and guess wht?

no canteen was opend on saturday!

and it was raining! ><

we were so hungry..

and maha,crystal and me walked arnd here and there to find food.

haha and sophia and jerry was chased out of the lib..

cz it was closing.

poor them..

they carried all our stuff hoho ;p

in the end we found the KOKA machine ><

hoho ut we din know how to use it ><

haha ;p

and it makes me think tht im so DUMB!

hoho lucky gt maha.

she askd her GL whom she doesnt know ;p

and we made it!

yay! was so happi gt to eat sth ;p

jel and sin yan were there too~

then we went back doing project.

but actually we went home with nothing much..

i mean we didnt do much!

haha ;p

omg~

next time we must focus!

haha thi is worrying~

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i went home and din go to the doctor ><

haha ;p

and was anticipating for the DREAM CONCERT!

but it was delayed~

and no more LIVE TT.TT

so saddd~

i realli wanna watch and was like waiting fr it~

and in the end i ended up waiting fr it to be aird at 11 pm..

and went to eat outside.

guess what i watched The Legend.

by bae yong jun?

im nt sure hw to spell his name ><

haha ;p

it is really nice!

it is like a must watch drama!

i give 5 thumbs up fr him~~

the story is interesting too~

but too bad i dont watch it from the start.

so it makes me a bit lost ><

but its okay

im gonna watch it again today~

somemore the soundtrack is sung by dong bang..

omgg~

the song is sooo nicee!

'Thousands year of Love Song'

what do you expect?

its DONG BANG!

is there any of their songs tht isnt NICE??

haha ;p

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went back to my room to try pandora again.

mimie unnie say can watch in tvants.

so i downloaded it.

but i still cant watchh..

huwaaaaaaaa~

it was realli frustrating~

i realli feel like giving up.

somemore my com is damn slow..

so while waiting.

i chattd with mimie unnie and RIO~

omgg~

i cant believe i hav known him fr 10 years now!

i hope we can be frens till we are old~~ ><

haha ;p

i realli hope ><

oyea.

i chatted with ce eluu too~

havnt been in contact with her fr quite long~ ><

and was so happi gt to talk to her..

imnt one who usually start convo.

unless i have sth to ask ;p

haha ;p

so ppl im srry if i dont talk to u~~

its not tht i dont want to but its just not me to begin chatting ;p

ahh so yeah.

omggg..

yesterday i knw 2 ppl who actualli met jj!

OMG!!

so JEALOUSSSSS~ ><

haha ;p

actualli i onli know 1..

which is ce elu~~

omgg im dying nowww~~

the other one is someone i dont know.

she was actualli in the same car as dong bang..

omaaaaa~~~

im damn jealous nowww ><

omaaaaaaaaaaa~

nvm.

mimie unnie and me gonna go to korea too!! ><

hopefully ><

huaaaaa unnie.

we must goooooooo~~

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and u know wht?

i am damn angry now!

u know wht i have paid the internet fee 3 days ago to steven.

and last night while i finally gt connected to pandora.

the connection faild ><

do u know hw i felt?

i tot tht by disconnecting and connecting it again it'll be fine.

but now.

im using other ppl's connection! ><

cz i cant use mine!

omgg~~

this is really frustrating!!

and i hav messaged him abt the problem.

arnd 11 just know.

and he never reply!!!

omgggg ><

i wont renew my contract here!!!

this is so frustratingggg!!!

and u know wht?

i think today is just NOT my day.

my shift button is working like shit!!!!

i dont know whts wrong with it~~

>< frustratinggggggg!!!!

i realli need a new com!!!

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i can die noww..

die of frustration..

and jealousy ;p

lol

not much of jealousy tho.

but im still jealoussssss

omooooooo ><

unnieee we realli need to go~~ ;p

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im back ;p
went for lunch at whitesands at 3.
had chicken terriyaki and karage bento..
and super sour lime LOL
nia bought a realli super sour one ;p
when was waitin fr nia to finish her food.
the auntie came to clean my plate and all.
then she went away.
after arnd 5-10 mins she came back.
and nia had finishd her food.
but i think the auntie wasnt sure if nia had finishd.
so she askd,"still eating?"
and we answered yes.
then she ask whether we are sister.
again we answerd yes.
then she askd me if im the bigger one.
again yes.
and she asked,"primary 5?"
haha ;p
she thought tht im in P5!!!
OMG!!
haha ;p
then i was like, "hah?! me? no poly"
haha ;p
i lookd old but yt she thinks im in P5!
haha ;p
and she said,"poly? hah so young"
haha LOL
that is like the first time people say i look young..
coz most of the time i'll look old. ><
cz im matured.. ;p
believe it or not.
but im realli matured!
haha ;p
then we went to comics connection~
and guess wht?
there were loads of new notebooks! ><
nice pics somemore!
but it is in bad condition. ><
i mean there are water stain?
sth like that..
so i din buy it ><
and there is also T concert photobook!!
OMG!
i was so tempted to buy~
but its not the original one ><
o photobook too!
omg~
t again its not the original one so i din buy it~
i bought 7 pic cards.
old ones tho.. >< T necklace..
(the fake one ;p and its the logo in the black tee)
and 3R photos~
OMGG
*faint faint*
haha ;p
jj is realli handsomeee ><
i want him to sign it when i meet him one day..
LOL ;p
i can dream,cant i? ;p
then was so full!
went home to eat rice dumpling
bdw, HAPPY RICE DUMPLING FESTIVAL!! lol ;p
then had my dinner till 9.30 plus!
haha ;p
i was realli full~~
and watched 'The Legend' again~~
omg.
it is realli nice.
but i gt lost sometym.. ;p
cz i dont realli understand the story~
oyea.
i saw in the news.
a Japanese guy drove a truck and hit 3 ppl in Akihibara
or whtever it is called.
(its famous as 'Electric area')
then after tht he went out of the lorry and began stabbing ppl!
omg~~
and 7 ppl were dead and 10 are injured.
he claimed tht he went out to kill ppl cz he is 'tired of living'
imnt too sure wht it means.
perhaps he means tht he's bored?
or stressed?
but he is too much!!
nywy.
u know as i hav said earlier.
i felt like giving up.
but when i went to 7eleven to look fr magazine.
i took teenage mag n flipped to the horoscope pg.
actualli nt realli flip to the pg.
but its more lyk the pg found me.
cz i hppnd to see the pg.
then i read.
and u know wht it says?
it says:]
dont give up on love
omooo~
just when i feel like giving up.
just when i have no more faith.
it props up and give me strength.
it means a lot~
i should hav understood tht anything is possible
as impossible means im possible!
it should have given me faith
not discouragement >< style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">regained my faith.
and i'll work triple hard to achieve my dreams.
to achieve my 3 years plan.
to find the eternal happiness that i have longed seek.
God.
thank you.
thank you for giving me the courage to dream.
thank you for the faith.
and thank you for guiding me back.
but please dont ever stop.
please continue to give me more strength.
please continue to guide me.
and please dont ever let me fall.
i have faith in you.
so please fulfill my dreams and prayers <3

frustration

Written with Love on Sunday, 8 June 2008 | back to top

huuuhhh. ><

yesterday was saturday.

and i went back to sch to do project ><

and set up an alarm clock at 9.45 seoul time ;p

which means 8.45 here.

i woke up and thought tht it was still early so i closed my eyes again.

and the next tym i opend my eyes..

it was olredi 10 plus!

omgg!

haha ;p

so i quickly take my shower and went to sch by cab!

cz i was olredi late ><

haha ;p

but lucky everyone was late except fr jerry..

hoho ;p

and guess wht?

no canteen was opend on saturday!

and it was raining! ><

we were so hungry..

and maha,crystal and me walked arnd here and there to find food.

haha and sophia and jerry was chased out of the lib..

cz it was closing.

poor them..

they carried all our stuff hoho ;p

in the end we found the KOKA machine ><

hoho ut we din know how to use it ><

haha ;p

and it makes me think tht im so DUMB!

hoho lucky gt maha.

she askd her GL whom she doesnt know ;p

and we made it!

yay! was so happi gt to eat sth ;p

jel and sin yan were there too~

then we went back doing project.

but actually we went home with nothing much..

i mean we didnt do much!

haha ;p

omg~

next time we must focus!

haha thi is worrying~

------------------------------------

i went home and din go to the doctor ><

haha ;p

and was anticipating for the DREAM CONCERT!

but it was delayed~

and no more LIVE TT.TT

so saddd~

i realli wanna watch and was like waiting fr it~

and in the end i ended up waiting fr it to be aird at 11 pm..

and went to eat outside.

guess what i watched The Legend.

by bae yong jun?

im nt sure hw to spell his name ><

haha ;p

it is really nice!

it is like a must watch drama!

i give 5 thumbs up fr him~~

the story is interesting too~

but too bad i dont watch it from the start.

so it makes me a bit lost ><

but its okay

im gonna watch it again today~

somemore the soundtrack is sung by dong bang..

omgg~

the song is sooo nicee!

'Thousands year of Love Song'

what do you expect?

its DONG BANG!

is there any of their songs tht isnt NICE??

haha ;p

------------------------------------

went back to my room to try pandora again.

mimie unnie say can watch in tvants.

so i downloaded it.

but i still cant watchh..

huwaaaaaaaa~

it was realli frustrating~

i realli feel like giving up.

somemore my com is damn slow..

so while waiting.

i chattd with mimie unnie and RIO~

omgg~

i cant believe i hav known him fr 10 years now!

i hope we can be frens till we are old~~ ><

haha ;p

i realli hope ><

oyea.

i chatted with ce eluu too~

havnt been in contact with her fr quite long~ ><

and was so happi gt to talk to her..

imnt one who usually start convo.

unless i have sth to ask ;p

haha ;p

so ppl im srry if i dont talk to u~~

its not tht i dont want to but its just not me to begin chatting ;p

ahh so yeah.

omggg..

yesterday i knw 2 ppl who actualli met jj!

OMG!!

so JEALOUSSSSS~ ><

haha ;p

actualli i onli know 1..

which is ce elu~~

omgg im dying nowww~~

the other one is someone i dont know.

she was actualli in the same car as dong bang..

omaaaaa~~~

im damn jealous nowww ><

omaaaaaaaaaaa~

nvm.

mimie unnie and me gonna go to korea too!! ><

hopefully ><

huaaaaa unnie.

we must goooooooo~~

-----------------------------------

and u know wht?

i am damn angry now!

u know wht i have paid the internet fee 3 days ago to steven.

and last night while i finally gt connected to pandora.

the connection faild ><

do u know hw i felt?

i tot tht by disconnecting and connecting it again it'll be fine.

but now.

im using other ppl's connection! ><

cz i cant use mine!

omgg~~

this is really frustrating!!

and i hav messaged him abt the problem.

arnd 11 just know.

and he never reply!!!

omgggg ><

i wont renew my contract here!!!

this is so frustratingggg!!!

and u know wht?

i think today is just NOT my day.

my shift button is working like shit!!!!

i dont know whts wrong with it~~

>< frustratinggggggg!!!!

i realli need a new com!!!

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i can die noww..

die of frustration..

and jealousy ;p

lol

not much of jealousy tho.

but im still jealoussssss

omooooooo ><