huaaah.
im goin to sleep soon!
haha ;p
tmr need to come early again!
GOD!
can u please stop the time and allow me to rest pleaseee...
oopps.
i cant go and sleep now.
cz i still need to do research on pom.
omgg~
my battery is low.
my spirit is even lower.
and i think now my happiness rate is at its lowest.
i dont know why but somehow i feel unwell
im havin headaches everyday.
i feel my joints gonna break apart.
and above are not all..
i think wht causes my happiness rate to b so low is..
....
....
im nt too sure myself.
perhaps the project works?
haha ;p
no la.
i dont know wht!
but i think its sch.
cz i realised when im with hazuki,esther,silvie,ji seon,mrs.shim..
i feel really different.
i feel that i have energy even tho my legs cant even support myself!
i dont know.
perhaps the atmosphere?
nywy.lets talk abt today..
today i tried to configure my com at sch but couldnt be done!
i dont know why as well.
ok then today i ate beef bulgogi fr dinner!
ommgg~
its like my fav!
and im reallyyyy gladd can eat itt..
haha ;p
today is the frst time he called me
(after a long time nt seein him)
he nvr smile,wave and call me frst.
it was always me whu greet him frst.
but these few days.
i havent been actin lyk myself.
i dont call ppl n talk much.
i dont even greet kah yuen,joyce,razmy,and a lot more ppl
i saw just know at sch.
ppl really really srry.
i din mean to ignore u..
you are still my darling..
my sweetheart..
the one i care mostttt!
oya.
just knw i met grace and was takin the same bus home.
so i talkd a lot to her.
and jerry was also takin the same bus as us.
but im nt sure where he was sittin.
if he heard abt wht i say i think he may now think badly abt me.
cz i was like complaining to grace.
tellin her how frustrated i was.
i want to make sure there will b no misunderstanding.
cz it was merely my feelings.
and i think u all should know abt it.
basically i told grace abt how many projects im havin.
and how frustrated i am when evryone
dont seem to care abt finishin the project.
thts how to put it bluntly laa~
actually it isnt tht bad.
ppl merely gt excited of sth and lost their focus.
and as i have told my group members
im one who gets angry easily.
so yea. hehe ;p
but seriously there's nothing personal..
i love my class.
i love my school.
i love everything i own.
if im given a chance to be born again.
i'll definitely choose to be myself again~~
oya.
today i paid my room rent
hiks TT.TT
no moneyy~~
maaa~~
the monthly pocket money u sent is only enough to pay fr room fees!
hikssss..
now what should i do??
cant eatt..
haha ;p
pom strategiess..
im cominggg~~

addition:)
hehe ;p
this morning when i was sittin on the bus lookin outwards.
(i suddenly told myself to look outside.look at the ppl who cant get into the bus cz it was really packed and the bus din even stop)
so as i was lookin a very bright yellow colour tee attracted my eyes!
and guess who was wearing it?
haha its my dear sis, BADD!
haha ;p
at frst i was frowin.
and after seein badd in the YELLOW tee.
suddenly i smiled.
thanks badd's tee!
u've brighten my day.
at least the effect last fr a few hours. ;p lol
and tq dearest sis badd,janice,baya n grace~
i'll take care and rest more~~
ur care n concern touches my heartt~~

huaaah.
im goin to sleep soon!
haha ;p
tmr need to come early again!
GOD!
can u please stop the time and allow me to rest pleaseee...
oopps.
i cant go and sleep now.
cz i still need to do research on pom.
omgg~
my battery is low.
my spirit is even lower.
and i think now my happiness rate is at its lowest.
i dont know why but somehow i feel unwell
im havin headaches everyday.
i feel my joints gonna break apart.
and above are not all..
i think wht causes my happiness rate to b so low is..
....
....
im nt too sure myself.
perhaps the project works?
haha ;p
no la.
i dont know wht!
but i think its sch.
cz i realised when im with hazuki,esther,silvie,ji seon,mrs.shim..
i feel really different.
i feel that i have energy even tho my legs cant even support myself!
i dont know.
perhaps the atmosphere?
nywy.lets talk abt today..
today i tried to configure my com at sch but couldnt be done!
i dont know why as well.
ok then today i ate beef bulgogi fr dinner!
ommgg~
its like my fav!
and im reallyyyy gladd can eat itt..
haha ;p
today is the frst time he called me
(after a long time nt seein him)
he nvr smile,wave and call me frst.
it was always me whu greet him frst.
but these few days.
i havent been actin lyk myself.
i dont call ppl n talk much.
i dont even greet kah yuen,joyce,razmy,and a lot more ppl
i saw just know at sch.
ppl really really srry.
i din mean to ignore u..
you are still my darling..
my sweetheart..
the one i care mostttt!
oya.
just knw i met grace and was takin the same bus home.
so i talkd a lot to her.
and jerry was also takin the same bus as us.
but im nt sure where he was sittin.
if he heard abt wht i say i think he may now think badly abt me.
cz i was like complaining to grace.
tellin her how frustrated i was.
i want to make sure there will b no misunderstanding.
cz it was merely my feelings.
and i think u all should know abt it.
basically i told grace abt how many projects im havin.
and how frustrated i am when evryone
dont seem to care abt finishin the project.
thts how to put it bluntly laa~
actually it isnt tht bad.
ppl merely gt excited of sth and lost their focus.
and as i have told my group members
im one who gets angry easily.
so yea. hehe ;p
but seriously there's nothing personal..
i love my class.
i love my school.
i love everything i own.
if im given a chance to be born again.
i'll definitely choose to be myself again~~
oya.
today i paid my room rent
hiks TT.TT
no moneyy~~
maaa~~
the monthly pocket money u sent is only enough to pay fr room fees!
hikssss..
now what should i do??
cant eatt..
haha ;p
pom strategiess..
im cominggg~~

addition:)
hehe ;p
this morning when i was sittin on the bus lookin outwards.
(i suddenly told myself to look outside.look at the ppl who cant get into the bus cz it was really packed and the bus din even stop)
so as i was lookin a very bright yellow colour tee attracted my eyes!
and guess who was wearing it?
haha its my dear sis, BADD!
haha ;p
at frst i was frowin.
and after seein badd in the YELLOW tee.
suddenly i smiled.
thanks badd's tee!
u've brighten my day.
at least the effect last fr a few hours. ;p lol
and tq dearest sis badd,janice,baya n grace~
i'll take care and rest more~~
ur care n concern touches my heartt~~