i feel saddd~~
cz this morning i put 5 bucks in my pocket..
intendin to buy old chang kee fr breakfast..
but wen i reachd old chng kee and searchd my pocket fr it..
it's GONE!!
hikssss..
do u know how precious a $5 note is??
i can save the $5 i lost today fr breakfast,lunch and dinner!
hikkss
but its ok..
just think abt it this way..
i donate the $5 to the needy.. :)
i really hope the one whu gets my $5 is the one in need..
that way i'll feel happy cz i just helpd someone in need indirectly:)
i feel sad again!
cz my parents dont believe me..
i think ma2 dont really think abt it thou..
i think pa2 is the one!
he really doesnt trust me!
i think he's been brainwashd
by wad my uncle had said during the december holidays..
tho he said the doesnt believe wad my uncle said
which is im lying abt my grades just to get new phones and money..
and im lying abt my laptop is spoilt..
cz i wan to get a new one!
believe it or not?
he is my uncle some more!
i was really sad and my heart was really in pain..
when my father told me abt it..
i was really disappointed cz tho everyone dun lyk him..
i still find him ok..
tho at first i hate him..
ltr on i realised hating him gives me nothing..
it just make me even more sad..
so i have no grudge..
even tho i still feel lyk crying everytime i think abt it..
nywy.its really hard fr my father to totaly clear his mind abt the issue..
and i do understand tht..
if i were pa2..
i too will not be able to get rid of that thoughts easily..
most prob i'll b fightin with myself..
telling myself to not believe it as its untrue..
but im sure part of me will doubt so..
but to think tht my father actually really doubts me i just feel very sad..
very very sad..
he's supposed to know me very well..
he's supposed to understand me better than any other person in this world
except my mum!
so he's spposed to know wad i will likely do..
but he doubts it!
if even my pa2 doesnt trust me then who will??
huuuhhh..
he actually thinks tht im goin to PUB!
i dont wanna cry but..
i really cant hold back my tears oldy~~
my parents should know better thn anyone tht i wont do such things!
i have promised myself..
and even 100000000 frens goin there..
even if it means i have to spend the night alone at home..
i still wont go!
bsides im underage!
for goodness sake!
and i always stay at home and watch movie..
read books,surf the net..
i never do anything against their will..
i mean bsides going midnight and all..
and wen i say i need the money to buy books..
its really fr books!
omg!!~
i wont lie just to get 30 bucks!
i may try to if i can get 100.. ;p
just kiddin~
what should i do to be trusted?
it isnt bcz i hav done sth wrong in the past..
ohh godd...
and today i calld bvss.
they say i can onli pickd my testimony up in august!
but i can take my O cert oldy~
happy! :)
but i got a lot of things to do~
i want to prepare a surprise fr my darling :)
hoho ;p
cant tell u yet..
and i want to buy my printer cartridge..
haha ;p
and this time i can assure u tht i wont forget! :)
*cheersss!*
trust
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