You Give Me Faith

my.tots~

Written with Love on Monday, 14 April 2008 | back to top

hello~~ ;p

this is my horoscope fr today..
keke~ lame aah?~

Any conversation you have with an authority figure will go very well today, especially if you don't brag too much about your latest accomplishments. There is a time for tooting your own horn, but this is not it. Humility will earn you a lot more respect than pride. This is also not the time to push too hard for what you want -- let people know what your goals are, but leave it up to then whether or not they will give you the opportunity to try to achieve them.

actually i dun check my horoscope evryday..
i juz hppnd to hv nth to do n opnd it in fs~~
n after readin it i think i gives me encoragement
to fight fr my dreams n goals!!~
and isnt tht great?
so i dced to post it so i can remember..
tht i have to be humble n continue to learn new things~
improve on myself n be a better person than who i am today~
it also reminds me not to do anything i want just because i have the privilege..
as sometimes i abused the privilege given to me~
and in this case i shouldnt abuse the privilege of learning and becoming a better person~
as not everyone may be given a chance to do so~
and the last part says:
'let people know what your goals are but leave it up to then whether or not they will give you the opportunity to try to achieve them'
i realise nt many ppl understand and accept my dreams~
so i decided to keep it to myself~~
but it makes me feel like i have no one to count on~
as there's no one to talk to when im sad and in trouble~
no one can help me when im in need~
cz it seems no one understand me..
sad huh?
at frst i tot so too..
but im quite used to it now.
as even tho i hate to admit this..
but there's no such thing as true frens~~
even tho i always believe there is..
even tho i love all of them n always pray fr them.
they'd just turn their backs when i need them..
and onli come back when they are in need~
is tht wad u call true frens?
do u knw hw it feels wtchin them walkd away w/o a word?
do u knw hw it feels when i finally find out tht imnt imp to thm?
u dont,do u?
huuuuh~
i guess thts y i dun hav many frens..
cz MOST of them r lyk tht.
so y keep tht kind of ppl by ur side??
but im fine cz i still have my fams..
and some frens..
real gud ones~~

come to think of it..
this world is cruel huh?
i didnt know violence back then~
i didnt knw tht its really cruel~~
ko jimmy (my tutor) said to me once
tht im juz too young to understand the cruelty of the world..
i guess he's right..
i juz dun understand~
y must it be cruel?
y must ppl suffer?
y must there b violence and unfairness?
we humans arent born to suffer,are we?
then y all bad things pop up in our lives?
hurt us badly..
leaving the wound unhealed..
and can nvr be healed..
y must it be the way it is now??~
God..
i dont understand at all~
and i guess i never will~~
huuuuh~
wadever it is..
will u give us true happiness?
will u give each one of us eternal happiness??
i know u will~
u are our Lord~
and a Lord always decides wads best fr his ppl~
till the day eternal happiness is granted
i'll continue to search~~
even if i have to go through the thickest forest in this universe~~
even if i have to travel to another galaxy~~
im willin to~~
if by doin dat i can heal the world~~
and give my loved ones a btter life!

btw.
im glad tht some GLs like the msg i sent to them~
keke ;p
imnt bein proud here.
but i juz feel happie~~
cz they were really tired after FOW~
n i couldnt do anythnk fr them..
so the least i can do is to say my tots~
i feel its a bit embarrassin cz imnt used to say mushy things ;p
so knowin tht some like it~
i feel very plus extremely happieee!~
and touched too!
hikkksss
they are the best!!!!

my.tots~

Written with Love on Monday, 14 April 2008 | back to top

hello~~ ;p

this is my horoscope fr today..
keke~ lame aah?~