honestly..
tho i've been tellin myself tht God always think of wad's best fr his ppl~
i actually still doubt tht taking HTM is the best choice fr me~
wad was on my mind was job,job and job~
after poly i can work strait away as i may nt have this trouble lookin fr job~
but frankly,imnt interested in this thing at all~
not at all but i just think tht imnt interested~
huuuh i dont even know what im goin to learn!
omg~~~
i have been tellin myself tht its the bez fr me~
but till now i still have this doubts and cant lie to myself nymore!
huuuuuh after sayin it out it feels GOOD~
;p hoho
i like meeting new ppl from any part of the world~
and i like to learn new language~
currently im learnin Korean~ ;p
actually last time i was learning Japanese~~
but it was during O level time..
and of crse O was more imp..
so i need to abandon my Japanese~
bsides i was only learnin hiragana~
and vocabs..
so by the time O finishd, i frgt evrythnk~
and i caught DBSK virus~~
so decided to learn Korean fst~
hehe ;p
actually Korean is easier~
but just like chinese, korean pronunciation is diff~
a lot words sound the same~
but actually is different when u write it~~
but i'll strive!!!
till i can speak n write korean fluently!!~
then i'll go bak to japanese ;p
oya.bak to main topics ;p
hospitality is abt service,isnt it?
i wrkd at Indonesian restaurant bfre~
even tho onli fr a short period
i think i like it~
it was tiring but it feels good~
give ppl good service feels really good~
esp when i c their smiling face askin fr help~
makes me want to help even more~
but i feel scared when customer gets angry cz they need to wait fr the food~
still it was an unforgettable experience~
usually i just get to sit and help my parents in their office~
and its really boring~
quite challenging tho~
when it comes to do work using oll the unknown programs..
doin unknown stuff~
(i dunno hw to describa laaa~so i say unknown ;p keke ;p)
so i guess im goin to enjoy my time studyin~~
cz its sth new..
[mood change! after sayin all my tot] ;p
feel glad discussing my own tots ;p
haha~
actually i think im scared~
so all these things pop up in my mind~~
yea..
but everything is ok now!~
just go with the flow~
and enjoy the time im sure everythin'll b fine..
i dont know wad am i saying?
argghhhhhhH~
somehow im lost in my own tots~
im sorry ;p
ok so..
basically..
i hope everything will be just fine~
and i hope my dreams will come true~~
prayer
God..
i wont get tired praying~
i wont stop hoping~
for everything to be fine
for my dreams to come true~
i will wait fr miracles to happen
but wont stop to fight till the end~
God..
i hope my unwritten letter will find its way to his heart~
i really hope tht one day he'll smile reading it~
i hope he'll keep it in his little diary
and see it every time he's sad~
hold it when he's in need~
reread to remember my name~
till the moment we finally meet~~~
till then...
there's still faith~~