You Give Me Faith

24.04.08

Written with Love on Thursday, 24 April 2008 | back to top

hii~~
ok basically today i feel different..
actually since yesterday..
even tho i still do talk a lot..
but i dun feel like doing it..
i mean i talk like without attention..
like my mind isnt there..
and today bcz of tht im bein bullied!
in the lecture..
at fst david keep movin my hair..
dunno how to say it..;p
then i dunno who is it (david or ks)
they keep nudging me..
and no one wan to admit!
haiiyyaaa..
and the lecture was FAST..
haha ;p
i think the lecturer had to go fr sth or wad i dunno..
so im really not sure..
haha ;p
i askd questions at frst cz i was really lost..
but then decided not to again..
cz even he explaind oldy i still dun get it..
hehe ;p
srry ahh im slow.. ;p
haha ;p
and today bfre lecture we went to cca booth..
and after listenin to hakim's presentation..
i decided to try and register the pagestter..
i think it'll really benefit me..
and thnks hakimm..
without ur good presentation i wont be able to understand what good it brings to be a pagesetter.
so yea..
lecture ended at 4..
so i waited fr the rest of venosians fr dinner..
omgg..
its such a long waitt..
and i just different today..
like no spirit..
like dont feel like tokin..
and all..
likeeee not nice laa..
i think the moody lya is comin..
y ahhh??
huuuuhhh
i think i need more rest..
i cant even think oldy
and juz knw kept sayin tht i dun wanna fren mail nymore..
and dun wanna talk to himm..
but i still talk to him!
i think my screw is too loose..
i dont know y..
haha ;p
then my bird brain gt me into trouble during the dinner..
cz jay was askin raynna something..
and i think its her privacy..
so i nudged himm..
and the tot im jealous and tot tht i lyk roy too!
omggg plss laa!~
roy is a nice guy..
he has definitely different personalities than jay..
haha ;p
okok
then hakim was askin me some questions..
i cant hear him and my mind wasnt there..
so i just anyhow say yes..
then actually he was askin,"lya seriously u lyk roy?"
omgggg~
i gt to loads trouble cz i cant focus..
i just feel sth is isnt ryt..
i dunooo wads wrongg!!!!
lyk my bosy is here but my heart isnt with me..
or may b i shouldnt go to the dinner..
huuuhh i dunno~~
and after tht i wanted to say draw..
but thanks to my bad pronunciation..
i gt myself to trouble again!
they think tht i said JOE!
omg!!!
haha ;p
i think today just isnt my day~~
i should have stayed at home..
and take more rest..
but i was thinking tht after week 2 i may not b able to eat wth them anymore..
i will surely miss them..
all their lame and stupid jokes..
cz i really need to study..
my super slow brain need to be traind..
cz imnt clever at all..
haha ;p
i dun wanna end up failing..
haha ;p
nywy they were tellin jokes just knw during dinner and i was completely lost!
haha ;p
once again thxz to my super slow brainn..
so i guess im glad tht i went to the dinner just knw~
even tho i was bein bullied..
even tho i wasnt feelin lyk myself..
and even tho i feel realli tired..
im glad tht i went..
cz i may not see them often nymre..
i'll miss the sight of them..
i'll surely miss their laughter and smiles..
as some of them are gettin busier with work and NS..
and as fr me i'll be busy studyin and stayin at home ;p
omg tears almost rolled down my cheeks..TT.TT
omgg tmr im goin to spend 13 hours at schh!!
omggggg... ==@
reallyyy..
huuuh
ok la..
without further a do..
lets pray..

prayer
God im praying for a good day tomorrow..
im praying for a time to cherish with my empires and gls..
im praying for my family,friends and my health and safety..
God i hope everything is fine..
i hope i can go back to bein myself..
even tho people dont like it as i talk a lot..
i hope for the best..
and God please give me courage..
to continue to learn..
and please protect everyone~

*good.night*

24.04.08

Written with Love on Thursday, 24 April 2008 | back to top