Hey!

Just wanna tell you that I'll be officially leaving this blog.
I am sorry for neglecting you for way too long bloggie. But I have to admit that I can't keep both blog alive at the same time!

You're the first blog that ever lasts! Am not gonna forget you (:


&for readers, you can still find me at click herel if you want to.

Don't forget to comment so I know who's there kay (:
&thanku for constantly checking this page even after the long hiatus!

You are the best!

Sometimes, I like the way we are. Sometimes, I prefer how things should be. The rest of the times in between, I just wish that I could change them.

I know I have been MIA for a pretty long period, here. I do update my livejournal quite regularly (: So go get yourself a livejournal and add me! HAHA Anyway, lets get to the point.

As usual, somethings happen and they always set me thinking or remind me of some things that happened. Well, I have this problem that's been stuck with me for years. I don't think before I speak and it is a terrible thing. Many times, I am sure, I hurt my mum way too deep.. She never said anything or she never cry in front of me of course but my aunt told me she did (long afterwards of course). It's a simple things and it may seem harmless but whatever I said must have hurt her so much that she sobbed.

And if it hurts me knowing that I've disappointed or hurt a friend, it certainly hurts me much more to know that I made her cry because the stupid things I said. Well, I kept on saying I want to change and I never will. I wonder what will really change me. Like instantly but I dont want to know. I should continue trying then. Even if that means I should die trying, so be it. At least I ever bother to try, yknow.

Learning point of the day:
Words can hurt others more than you think they could even when others know that you don't mean it. And no matter how much you want to take them back, you know you can't. Regrets would be all that's left...

I want to enjoy my last sem in Tp (:
Hope everything will be great.. It's the last time i'd be in school anyway..
Let's create a lot of wonderful memories! ^^

SO sick. Damn it.

2010 won't be a good year after all.

I'll always be sick for the entire year.

I'm gonna miss a lot classes.

I'm so screwed.

I hate my stomach :/

Hi Hi! ( :

You know Junsu and his brother will be in town in less than a week and I am so not prepared for it :/ I have no idea who to go stalking him with or to be exact I dont know if I want to stalk him in the first place. Things feel really complicated right now and I have no idea how to make things work.. How to make everything work. Sigh.

Anyway, tomorrow is shopping with Trishy. Idk if I would get anything because it seems like we wont have the time as we're heading to the airport to have supper with our fav Sat crew! Sunday is the day when I'd finally touch Junho's showcase tix! *SCREAM* Its at IMM sigh so damn far. awesome. I have no idea what to do next may be I'd go check out hair saloon? Or go shopping for some bottoms for school.. Oh did I tell you I've been in love with black stockings. Its been sometime,, okay its more like years actually.. haha my black stockings have been sleeping well in my wardrobe so i decided to make use of them.. Thats why I bought them in the first place right? haha I think I have this bad habit to save things I love and fancy because I dont have the heart to lose them or spoil them :P

Been sometime since I last blog eh?

Not to worry I am back to share timeless (: It may be an old song but its still nice.. Im sure you;d like it.. (:

Woah, I’m quite surprised it took them months before they did this. I was expecting the company to do this the moment the courts has granted JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu that partial ruling last year.

I know I will sound bias with what I’m gonna say next but really, I find this new lawsuit filed by SM as their way of releasing their annoyance because the company is no longer profiting from DBSK. In the past months, SM didn’t file a lawsuit even if the court has granted the three members the freedom to do individual activities because even though the company is not profiting from Korean activities of DBSK, it is profiting from the group’s Japanese activities. But now that their Japanese activities are also suspended, the company is no longer getting anything from DBSK apart from the profits from Yunho and Changmin’s activities.

Just imagine how much SM will lose from DBSK’s inactivity in Japan. It can lose as much as Avex does or maybe even more. My guess is that it is only now that SM is finally realizing how much of an impact DBSK’s inactivity is for the company. Some people might argue that SM was able to gain income last year based on the recent financial report of the company for 2009 but don’t be fooled by that. Remember that the inactivity of DBSK only started in the 2nd half of the year and that the company is gaining so much from the group’s Japanese activities. It is only now, in 2010, where DBSK has halted its Japanese activities will the company really feel the effect of all of this, unless the other SM artists can pull as much profit and sales as much as DBSK does for their Korean AND Japanese releases. But we all know that’s a hard thing to do. Therefore, SM is left with no option but to try to get the three members back and for DBSK to “operate” again.

SM is again putting the blame on JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu for DBSK’s inactivity in both Korea and Japan. It is again trying to gain the fans and the public’s sympathy and support by saying that they have “put their best efforts to keep the group in existence” but the three members, according to SM, are just being unresponsive. Now, it makes me wonder what is the “best effort” SM is talking about? I think all of us knows that unless it adheres to JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu’s request of a fair contract and income division, SM will never get the three members back. If I am the three members and SM is just demanding me to go back to the company or is just offering me something that is still not acceptable to me, then I will surely be unresponsive, too. You see, this whole lawsuit has been going on for months and in terms of legalities, things are going in favor of the three members. It is unwise on their part to just accept anything that SM offers which is way lesser than what they could have once this whole thing is finished. And no, that’s not greed but it is called justice. Besides, they can still survive anyway because of their individual projects. It might be even possible that they’re getting the right amount of income they deserve now that they are not under SM’s control. In short, SM is the one greatly affected financially here and so the company needed a way to bring back their main “money maker”, which is DBSK. As a DBSK fan, I would rather take the pain of not seeing my beloved boys together than see them back at SM being treated unfairly again. Yes, I want them to be together as DBSK again but I also do not want all the time, effort and sacrifices they’ve made for this whole thing to go to waste.

And lastly, why does it seemed to me that SM is trying to say that the three members are the ones who decided to suspend their Japanese activities? Well dear SM Entertainment, this could not have happened if you did not separate the three members from Yunho and Changmin. If you weren’t so stupid to interfere with their relationship and be professional enough to let them be together amidst this lawsuit, then I could definitely assure you that they would have not stopped their Japanese activities. As a fan who has watched the members be separated into two groups and stand awkwardly on stage together, I would actually prefer to see them doing individual activities for now than being a group. Them being on stage and seeming like they’re afraid to touch or even look at each other is really painful to see. Add to that, if SM wasn’t involved in the decision of the suspension of DBSK’s Japanese activities, then why on earth does Avex need SM’s permission on everything concerning DBSK including the continuation of the Japanese fanclub, Bigeast? Now could the VERY SMART (note: I’m being sarcastic) people of SM Entertainment explain that?

Again, what I have said may have sounded biased towards JaeJoong, Yoochun, and Junsu but I just find it really hard to believe or even just sympathize with SM Entertainment ever since they have released all those crap to ruin the three members when the lawsuit began. I was willing to understand their side before but after all the false statements and black propaganda they’ve come up with, it’s really hard to believe SM anymore. If they had the guts to forge the signature of the three members for the Shenzhen concert and release false written letters by Yunho and Changmin against the other members, then I’m sure they can release more false accusations just to tarnish the reputation of JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu.

Credit: Soompi

Always
Listen closely
We
Are still here just like
Yesterday
Supporting you

Keep in your mind
Entirely and
Eternally you are our
Pride

Through this
Hard time we will
Ensure you

Faith that we have will
Always be here because we have an
Inextricable connection
That we built together so stay
Hopeful

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

Credit: DBSKnights.

Slept at 2.30 am last night. Woke up at 5 plus. Went out of the house at around 6 and just reached home at 9. great. and i dont go out for meals or movies.. i dont go out to hangout with the lovelies so can you imagine how tired my brain is right now? I may not be talking sense so will keep it short and sweet.

My entire way to school was filled with smiles and tears here and there.. As I listen to them sing, I imagined their performances and things they said.. I didnt really cried but tears were just there and yet I am smiling at the cute things they said.. I know I sound like a psychotic but its okay.

The sky this morning was really pretty. The only one thing that I regret if I were to move house would be to not be able to see the beautiful sky and planes.. Its really pretty.. You cant just see it from the ground.. It has to be level 12! haha

Anyway, early morning alone in school was scary. I wont try it for the second time.. I am very tired now that I can't think of anymore things. Oh! PSH has been updating her me2day regularly and I havent been checking her page.. I think most updates are about her dog... Her name is Lucy, i think? she seems to be talking about Lucy a lot.. haha

Tell you more when I am sane.. gotta go get some rest now. another long day tomorrow. die.

(Y) My hard work pays off. haha. It is nothing much but I really want to wear this to cocktail partiess! haha The set is freaking ex lohh.. haish It's okayy I can drool over it for now :P

Hello world!

I dont know why I love saying it but I do.. HAHA Hello world! Makes me feel happy? Not really but you get the idea..

Anyway, Im gonna update a bit here..

Firstly, I wonder why Key never updates his me2day account when Dara is getting irritating by updating every 5 mins? lol it isnt that bad but she really updates a lot! I swear.. It is really a lot! I should tell her to stop spamming!

Secondly, Glynn and Kez will be on their way home tmr and I hope Im gonna see them soon! Going out to see Ce Cenny who I have never met for damn long already! (Y) What else? Oh! I saw Eugene wearing a shirt that I bought! lols Im happy! It is honestly the prettiest out of the rest lols I am so proud of my eyes! lols

Lastly, I have been having dreams recently.. Odd ones.. People who I have not seen for very long are appearing in my dreams and they've gotten more handsome or prettier! lols im so jealous.. What happened to me! hahaha Well, does that mean that I am gonna see them soon? Hopefully.. May be it is gonna be a sweet reunion..

Oh, my thunderbolt tanks isn't here yet.. It's been sometime since I ordered it X( Sad life.. I can't wait to hold it!

Hello Again, World!

I just opened a lj account. May be I'll be migrating there. But, this blog won't be neglected just like that. ^^ It's my first ever blog that lasts so yeah.. I'll be updating this too (: Or may be lj will be dead.. Blogger, please just don't die on me like that!! haha

Be back when I have stories to tell.

Till then, bye!

PS: Stomach pain! X( Been feeling unwell for 2 days X( sadded.

timelessfive@lj (:

"We act like nothing happened. Guess we naturally understand that we despise each other. As simple as that."

Were talking to dramaqueens just know and some topics reminded me of something.. I had the entire journey back home to think about it and all the other details just fall into place and I suddenly remembered somethings. Unpleasant things. Not that I care much about it but it is just sad knowing these kind of things have to take place.

Someone, named Z once said, well not directly to me but to a friend of mine, that it is scared that I thought it dislikes me because of some actions it did. Truthfully, nothing ever crosses my mind at all if Z never mentions anything about it. The fact that it mentions it means that it thought of such things and perhaps it is a kind of hints. I don't know how to explain this but the fact that it mentions such things means something..

Well, we do not talk to each other any longer and it does not bother me because perhaps it is for the best. I don't have to feel awkward all the time.. Like honestly, I don't know how to act every time we meet so it is not that upsetting.. It's just something that makes me wonder.. What is it that I did wrong? I don't feel like I offended it in any way before or anything like it.. I think I have been pretty nice to it and others but of course there are exceptions.. What upsets me is that I feel that I have been nice and treated it as a friend.. All I do know is I don't deserve it but it doesn't matter anyway.. I shall ignore everything that happens and stay "friends" with Z.. Sometimes pretending does all the wonders. I feel like a fox right now. But you have to act like the Romans when you are in Rome right? haha.
Anyway, I think we both know that we don't fancy each other much so it shouldn't be a problem right? Its a tie.. So I am not a fox.

Okay, so went to IKEA for lunch with dramaqueens. I waited for the shuttle bus for half an hour and by the time I reached IKEA, I totally lost my mood to eat! Like seriously, they should increase the frequency please. I was almost dead way before reaching IKEA... Siqi had to be driven home cos she wasnt feeling well. I hope she's good now.. Take care kay girl.. So sad you weren't around.. Anyway, chicken wing wasn't as fabulous as I recalled. Had 2.5 chicken wings and 4 meat balls.. I kept on eating and eating but they didn't get any lesser!! I wonder why... Steph and Weiying had to help me finish the remaining 6 which sent them to Pluto hahaha... They fancy meatballs a lot.. May be should bring them eat beef meatball soup from my hometown one day... It's fabulous! (: I love it.. They may not though.. I have savory tongues (: Indonesian food is the greatest of all and I don't like Chinese food because they are too blend!! :P

Had Princess cake for dessert but it is just too sweet.. Couldn't take it X( I shall not get it again in the future! Vanilla ice cream is a must have when I visit the store.. But they sort of change the flavour and cone. It isn't as tasty anymore. Disappointed. This time round, my visit to IKEA isn't as amazing as the previous-es. Although there were lesser crowds and it was much easier to find seats :P IKEA should really increase their food standard again. haha

Anyway, went around IKEA as usual but with less photo taking sessions and more of chit chatting.. I shall try the hotdog next time.. Been hearing that it's nice but my stomach has never had enough space for it.. Sadded.

One last thing before I end this post... My twitter totally turned into some Kpop thing. Everything I touch just turns Kpop :P hahaha. Sent all kinds of messages to Kpop stars and received 0 reply. None. Haish. But I shall not stop trying. One day when a reply arrives, I'm gonna turn berserk! hahahaha How I wish my dong bang boys or SHINee has one too.. Well, they can't even speak Engrish so I shall dream no more.. BYE BYE (:

PS: I really like the scheduler that I gave up for Key... Didn't get anything so decided to let go my scheduler collection.. But I really shouldn't have given it to Key.. He won't use it anyway.. Regrets ㅠㅠ It was the last piece when I bought it... ROARS Key better makes full use of the spaces~!! Or he should give it back to me. HEE HEE .Sigh.

P.PS: Should I change to livejournal? Blogger really can't stop giving me problems.. I wonder if I can ever get used to lj.. X( Besides, I can't think of a name for my lj. TSK. It's pretty hard to leave this space cos this is the longest blog I've ever kept.. Although I doubt it's even 2 years old lol I suck, I know. haha

20100330-Kim's Family Restaurant & Lotte Mart

Hey!

Just wanna tell you that I'll be officially leaving this blog.
I am sorry for neglecting you for way too long bloggie. But I have to admit that I can't keep both blog alive at the same time!

You're the first blog that ever lasts! Am not gonna forget you (:


&for readers, you can still find me at click herel if you want to.

Don't forget to comment so I know who's there kay (:
&thanku for constantly checking this page even after the long hiatus!

You are the best!

Sometimes, I like the way we are. Sometimes, I prefer how things should be. The rest of the times in between, I just wish that I could change them.

I know I have been MIA for a pretty long period, here. I do update my livejournal quite regularly (: So go get yourself a livejournal and add me! HAHA Anyway, lets get to the point.

As usual, somethings happen and they always set me thinking or remind me of some things that happened. Well, I have this problem that's been stuck with me for years. I don't think before I speak and it is a terrible thing. Many times, I am sure, I hurt my mum way too deep.. She never said anything or she never cry in front of me of course but my aunt told me she did (long afterwards of course). It's a simple things and it may seem harmless but whatever I said must have hurt her so much that she sobbed.

And if it hurts me knowing that I've disappointed or hurt a friend, it certainly hurts me much more to know that I made her cry because the stupid things I said. Well, I kept on saying I want to change and I never will. I wonder what will really change me. Like instantly but I dont want to know. I should continue trying then. Even if that means I should die trying, so be it. At least I ever bother to try, yknow.

Learning point of the day:
Words can hurt others more than you think they could even when others know that you don't mean it. And no matter how much you want to take them back, you know you can't. Regrets would be all that's left...

I want to enjoy my last sem in Tp (:
Hope everything will be great.. It's the last time i'd be in school anyway..
Let's create a lot of wonderful memories! ^^

SO sick. Damn it.

2010 won't be a good year after all.

I'll always be sick for the entire year.

I'm gonna miss a lot classes.

I'm so screwed.

I hate my stomach :/

Hi Hi! ( :

You know Junsu and his brother will be in town in less than a week and I am so not prepared for it :/ I have no idea who to go stalking him with or to be exact I dont know if I want to stalk him in the first place. Things feel really complicated right now and I have no idea how to make things work.. How to make everything work. Sigh.

Anyway, tomorrow is shopping with Trishy. Idk if I would get anything because it seems like we wont have the time as we're heading to the airport to have supper with our fav Sat crew! Sunday is the day when I'd finally touch Junho's showcase tix! *SCREAM* Its at IMM sigh so damn far. awesome. I have no idea what to do next may be I'd go check out hair saloon? Or go shopping for some bottoms for school.. Oh did I tell you I've been in love with black stockings. Its been sometime,, okay its more like years actually.. haha my black stockings have been sleeping well in my wardrobe so i decided to make use of them.. Thats why I bought them in the first place right? haha I think I have this bad habit to save things I love and fancy because I dont have the heart to lose them or spoil them :P

Been sometime since I last blog eh?

Not to worry I am back to share timeless (: It may be an old song but its still nice.. Im sure you;d like it.. (:

Woah, I’m quite surprised it took them months before they did this. I was expecting the company to do this the moment the courts has granted JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu that partial ruling last year.

I know I will sound bias with what I’m gonna say next but really, I find this new lawsuit filed by SM as their way of releasing their annoyance because the company is no longer profiting from DBSK. In the past months, SM didn’t file a lawsuit even if the court has granted the three members the freedom to do individual activities because even though the company is not profiting from Korean activities of DBSK, it is profiting from the group’s Japanese activities. But now that their Japanese activities are also suspended, the company is no longer getting anything from DBSK apart from the profits from Yunho and Changmin’s activities.

Just imagine how much SM will lose from DBSK’s inactivity in Japan. It can lose as much as Avex does or maybe even more. My guess is that it is only now that SM is finally realizing how much of an impact DBSK’s inactivity is for the company. Some people might argue that SM was able to gain income last year based on the recent financial report of the company for 2009 but don’t be fooled by that. Remember that the inactivity of DBSK only started in the 2nd half of the year and that the company is gaining so much from the group’s Japanese activities. It is only now, in 2010, where DBSK has halted its Japanese activities will the company really feel the effect of all of this, unless the other SM artists can pull as much profit and sales as much as DBSK does for their Korean AND Japanese releases. But we all know that’s a hard thing to do. Therefore, SM is left with no option but to try to get the three members back and for DBSK to “operate” again.

SM is again putting the blame on JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu for DBSK’s inactivity in both Korea and Japan. It is again trying to gain the fans and the public’s sympathy and support by saying that they have “put their best efforts to keep the group in existence” but the three members, according to SM, are just being unresponsive. Now, it makes me wonder what is the “best effort” SM is talking about? I think all of us knows that unless it adheres to JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu’s request of a fair contract and income division, SM will never get the three members back. If I am the three members and SM is just demanding me to go back to the company or is just offering me something that is still not acceptable to me, then I will surely be unresponsive, too. You see, this whole lawsuit has been going on for months and in terms of legalities, things are going in favor of the three members. It is unwise on their part to just accept anything that SM offers which is way lesser than what they could have once this whole thing is finished. And no, that’s not greed but it is called justice. Besides, they can still survive anyway because of their individual projects. It might be even possible that they’re getting the right amount of income they deserve now that they are not under SM’s control. In short, SM is the one greatly affected financially here and so the company needed a way to bring back their main “money maker”, which is DBSK. As a DBSK fan, I would rather take the pain of not seeing my beloved boys together than see them back at SM being treated unfairly again. Yes, I want them to be together as DBSK again but I also do not want all the time, effort and sacrifices they’ve made for this whole thing to go to waste.

And lastly, why does it seemed to me that SM is trying to say that the three members are the ones who decided to suspend their Japanese activities? Well dear SM Entertainment, this could not have happened if you did not separate the three members from Yunho and Changmin. If you weren’t so stupid to interfere with their relationship and be professional enough to let them be together amidst this lawsuit, then I could definitely assure you that they would have not stopped their Japanese activities. As a fan who has watched the members be separated into two groups and stand awkwardly on stage together, I would actually prefer to see them doing individual activities for now than being a group. Them being on stage and seeming like they’re afraid to touch or even look at each other is really painful to see. Add to that, if SM wasn’t involved in the decision of the suspension of DBSK’s Japanese activities, then why on earth does Avex need SM’s permission on everything concerning DBSK including the continuation of the Japanese fanclub, Bigeast? Now could the VERY SMART (note: I’m being sarcastic) people of SM Entertainment explain that?

Again, what I have said may have sounded biased towards JaeJoong, Yoochun, and Junsu but I just find it really hard to believe or even just sympathize with SM Entertainment ever since they have released all those crap to ruin the three members when the lawsuit began. I was willing to understand their side before but after all the false statements and black propaganda they’ve come up with, it’s really hard to believe SM anymore. If they had the guts to forge the signature of the three members for the Shenzhen concert and release false written letters by Yunho and Changmin against the other members, then I’m sure they can release more false accusations just to tarnish the reputation of JaeJoong, Yoochun and Junsu.

Credit: Soompi

Always
Listen closely
We
Are still here just like
Yesterday
Supporting you

Keep in your mind
Entirely and
Eternally you are our
Pride

Through this
Hard time we will
Ensure you

Faith that we have will
Always be here because we have an
Inextricable connection
That we built together so stay
Hopeful

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

Credit: DBSKnights.

Slept at 2.30 am last night. Woke up at 5 plus. Went out of the house at around 6 and just reached home at 9. great. and i dont go out for meals or movies.. i dont go out to hangout with the lovelies so can you imagine how tired my brain is right now? I may not be talking sense so will keep it short and sweet.

My entire way to school was filled with smiles and tears here and there.. As I listen to them sing, I imagined their performances and things they said.. I didnt really cried but tears were just there and yet I am smiling at the cute things they said.. I know I sound like a psychotic but its okay.

The sky this morning was really pretty. The only one thing that I regret if I were to move house would be to not be able to see the beautiful sky and planes.. Its really pretty.. You cant just see it from the ground.. It has to be level 12! haha

Anyway, early morning alone in school was scary. I wont try it for the second time.. I am very tired now that I can't think of anymore things. Oh! PSH has been updating her me2day regularly and I havent been checking her page.. I think most updates are about her dog... Her name is Lucy, i think? she seems to be talking about Lucy a lot.. haha

Tell you more when I am sane.. gotta go get some rest now. another long day tomorrow. die.

(Y) My hard work pays off. haha. It is nothing much but I really want to wear this to cocktail partiess! haha The set is freaking ex lohh.. haish It's okayy I can drool over it for now :P

Hello world!

I dont know why I love saying it but I do.. HAHA Hello world! Makes me feel happy? Not really but you get the idea..

Anyway, Im gonna update a bit here..

Firstly, I wonder why Key never updates his me2day account when Dara is getting irritating by updating every 5 mins? lol it isnt that bad but she really updates a lot! I swear.. It is really a lot! I should tell her to stop spamming!

Secondly, Glynn and Kez will be on their way home tmr and I hope Im gonna see them soon! Going out to see Ce Cenny who I have never met for damn long already! (Y) What else? Oh! I saw Eugene wearing a shirt that I bought! lols Im happy! It is honestly the prettiest out of the rest lols I am so proud of my eyes! lols

Lastly, I have been having dreams recently.. Odd ones.. People who I have not seen for very long are appearing in my dreams and they've gotten more handsome or prettier! lols im so jealous.. What happened to me! hahaha Well, does that mean that I am gonna see them soon? Hopefully.. May be it is gonna be a sweet reunion..

Oh, my thunderbolt tanks isn't here yet.. It's been sometime since I ordered it X( Sad life.. I can't wait to hold it!

Hello Again, World!

I just opened a lj account. May be I'll be migrating there. But, this blog won't be neglected just like that. ^^ It's my first ever blog that lasts so yeah.. I'll be updating this too (: Or may be lj will be dead.. Blogger, please just don't die on me like that!! haha

Be back when I have stories to tell.

Till then, bye!

PS: Stomach pain! X( Been feeling unwell for 2 days X( sadded.

timelessfive@lj (:

"We act like nothing happened. Guess we naturally understand that we despise each other. As simple as that."

Were talking to dramaqueens just know and some topics reminded me of something.. I had the entire journey back home to think about it and all the other details just fall into place and I suddenly remembered somethings. Unpleasant things. Not that I care much about it but it is just sad knowing these kind of things have to take place.

Someone, named Z once said, well not directly to me but to a friend of mine, that it is scared that I thought it dislikes me because of some actions it did. Truthfully, nothing ever crosses my mind at all if Z never mentions anything about it. The fact that it mentions it means that it thought of such things and perhaps it is a kind of hints. I don't know how to explain this but the fact that it mentions such things means something..

Well, we do not talk to each other any longer and it does not bother me because perhaps it is for the best. I don't have to feel awkward all the time.. Like honestly, I don't know how to act every time we meet so it is not that upsetting.. It's just something that makes me wonder.. What is it that I did wrong? I don't feel like I offended it in any way before or anything like it.. I think I have been pretty nice to it and others but of course there are exceptions.. What upsets me is that I feel that I have been nice and treated it as a friend.. All I do know is I don't deserve it but it doesn't matter anyway.. I shall ignore everything that happens and stay "friends" with Z.. Sometimes pretending does all the wonders. I feel like a fox right now. But you have to act like the Romans when you are in Rome right? haha.
Anyway, I think we both know that we don't fancy each other much so it shouldn't be a problem right? Its a tie.. So I am not a fox.

Okay, so went to IKEA for lunch with dramaqueens. I waited for the shuttle bus for half an hour and by the time I reached IKEA, I totally lost my mood to eat! Like seriously, they should increase the frequency please. I was almost dead way before reaching IKEA... Siqi had to be driven home cos she wasnt feeling well. I hope she's good now.. Take care kay girl.. So sad you weren't around.. Anyway, chicken wing wasn't as fabulous as I recalled. Had 2.5 chicken wings and 4 meat balls.. I kept on eating and eating but they didn't get any lesser!! I wonder why... Steph and Weiying had to help me finish the remaining 6 which sent them to Pluto hahaha... They fancy meatballs a lot.. May be should bring them eat beef meatball soup from my hometown one day... It's fabulous! (: I love it.. They may not though.. I have savory tongues (: Indonesian food is the greatest of all and I don't like Chinese food because they are too blend!! :P

Had Princess cake for dessert but it is just too sweet.. Couldn't take it X( I shall not get it again in the future! Vanilla ice cream is a must have when I visit the store.. But they sort of change the flavour and cone. It isn't as tasty anymore. Disappointed. This time round, my visit to IKEA isn't as amazing as the previous-es. Although there were lesser crowds and it was much easier to find seats :P IKEA should really increase their food standard again. haha

Anyway, went around IKEA as usual but with less photo taking sessions and more of chit chatting.. I shall try the hotdog next time.. Been hearing that it's nice but my stomach has never had enough space for it.. Sadded.

One last thing before I end this post... My twitter totally turned into some Kpop thing. Everything I touch just turns Kpop :P hahaha. Sent all kinds of messages to Kpop stars and received 0 reply. None. Haish. But I shall not stop trying. One day when a reply arrives, I'm gonna turn berserk! hahahaha How I wish my dong bang boys or SHINee has one too.. Well, they can't even speak Engrish so I shall dream no more.. BYE BYE (:

PS: I really like the scheduler that I gave up for Key... Didn't get anything so decided to let go my scheduler collection.. But I really shouldn't have given it to Key.. He won't use it anyway.. Regrets ㅠㅠ It was the last piece when I bought it... ROARS Key better makes full use of the spaces~!! Or he should give it back to me. HEE HEE .Sigh.

P.PS: Should I change to livejournal? Blogger really can't stop giving me problems.. I wonder if I can ever get used to lj.. X( Besides, I can't think of a name for my lj. TSK. It's pretty hard to leave this space cos this is the longest blog I've ever kept.. Although I doubt it's even 2 years old lol I suck, I know. haha

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